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//Tuesday, October 14, 2008 8:17 AM
raye outing wif frens..n confessions
had a lot of fun...
even thou some ppl did bubble... hahha... so,ysterdae in the afternn it rains heavily.n we r all stuck at home.. until it ok2 abit,then we went out.. went to eeza,syai,fafa,azmin,hairil,izmil n mus houses... it was fun lah wif them... there is owaes sumthng to b laugh at.. the pink-s n the white-s... the white-s hu mrajok2... the pink-s veri rilex n sweet...aww... so,ysterdae is all about mee.... eat mee at some houses... all planing not to go to school todae n dats y im ryt now updating this blog... veri tired luhr.. maeb im goin to macd later.. maeb oni... c if i cn go out or not... yea... came home late ysterdae.. over my promised tym.. actually i neva promise.. its juz dat my mum said dat i must b back home b4 6 59pm but i reached home at 10 plus..abt 10 20 lyk dat.. power uhr..then kena eff up when my parents came back.. they themselves came back home late. hello...standard ar...jln raye wat..its not dat we got our own transport.. as if we cn teleport to somewhere else oni.. cnfrm take tym wat to travel.. neva tink ar peeps nowadaes.. uve got ur teenage life b4 oso ryt...then u shud noe oso lah.. unless u wanna revenge to us coz ur teenage life juz sux... ooppsy..sorie... but dats ur prob...i wanna haf an enjoyable teenage life... its not dat i do anitnhk wrong..well sumtyms yes lah.. coz u parents did sumthng wrong to us... n we juz feel dat we shud do all those stuff u said abt us rather than take the accuse blankly. so,y must u b amazed when we did somethng wrong?we tot u knew it readi... i noe im not good lyk my sis ryt now.. but then,she oso had a tym lyk dis b4...when she rebels.. n i cn say she rebels more... but for goodness sake,im not lyk her...unless u wan me to b lyk her... now dat she turns ABIT better,u all juz uphold her high.. its nt dat im jealous or wat...i juz miss it when u,urself says u CARED ABT ME OR LOVE ME.. dats nt happenin now... yes u did say it..but in an angry manner... lyk,'i scold u coz i love u' wth?i dun blieve in dat..dats utter bullshit... well,u r the one hu changed too...n im juz fitting in to ur changes.. cn they lyk dun judge a book by its cover? im not bad lah...i juz went out wif my frens n did nth wrong.. we juz had a typical outing..n i owaes do dat... i cn do those stuffs u dun lyk.. but evritym i tend to do it,u r the ferst person i tot of..its juz natural... noe y?coz i lurve u so much...yes,im saying dis now... i lurve my mother so much....its in the heart,not in the mind... but u neva noe dat...coz u dun feel the same towards me... i cn juz smile infrnt of u when u say any stuffs abt me... but oni god noes... pls dun turn to me as ur back up person when u noe the truth abt sumone u uphold alot.. i noe im not perfect to u.. she is perfect to ur eyes... shes beatiful,improving in her studies,had talents n many more... but im juz sumone hu had disability of myself... dats wat u see... i noe u miss the old me,i miss the old u too... well,dats lyf...ppl change... n now...another person hu owaes finds a fault in myself. dats my father.. its veri obvious on how u dot on her... i cn c it ok... do u noe how many tyms ive tried to win ur heart? to u,its zero... but evrithng i do...its juz to make u treat me equally lyk her... i dunnoe y u kip condemning me... even thou i smile or show my stone-headed atitude.. im juz too hurt... if it was her,u cn talk nicely at tyms... its freakin iritating do u noe dat? n u dun xpect ppl to kip to their promise when u urself didnt... stop saying dat u r not gonna trust me animore if i do it again.. u neva ever trust me...dats the sad truth.. evrione is not perfect.. u did alot of wrongs oso.. dats part of lyf... we learn from mistakes ryt?but u juz wont understand it if it relates to me. do u noe dat even a slight slap on my hand from u hurts alot? i dunnoe y..it wud b nth if it comes frm anione else.. but nt frm both of u.. bcoz i tot u were suppose to b lovin n protecting us.. not hurtin us... in wat way haf i change?cn someone pls tell me? i noe dat my sis wud b readin this.. but its not meant for her to read... in case u read it,just shut up.... dun ever talk to me abt this.. i noe u haf been reading my blog to noe wat i do daily... coz u r not close to me animore lyk last tym... but since dat both of them r upholding u ryt now,dun let them down.. change to the person whom they tot hu u r actualy... dun make them uphold sumthng which they dun dserve.... its ok wif me if its dat way... i'll change to whom i relly wanna be when the tym comes... i juz haf this enjoying life now... n stop saying u r a retainer... it iritates me alot.... when isay dat frens r much more important.. i meant the outside lyf dat i haf... family is the most important thg i ever think of... btw,u haf oreadi helped me alot... u neva fail to come to my needs... i noe dat...im gonna repay it sooner or later... i dun hate u... |
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