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//Thursday, August 6, 2009 12:46 AM
2 years ago.....
so it just popped up in my mind of 2 years ago..on the very same date..
at 12am ..yea..dats the date where evrione ard me know abt...6 august 2007.... dats veri long noe..how time flies veri2 fast...but we just cant last longer than mid march dis year.. too much conflict..dats how far we haf gone thru..1 year plus..but hey,wat for we go on if we noe we r nt happy?ryt...i didnt haf dat much courage to break it off..n there,he save me all the talkin n guilts.. thanksalot for the break up..appreciate it real much..hahaha..weird huh..hahaha...well,i can say dat we r nt in gd terms at first,but aftr some tym,we get used to it..we moved on...he moved on..n me...yea..ive moved on too...he's gt someone new while i prefer to juz hang ard wif difrent people...it widens my social contacts...yea..im nt writing up dis post coz i feel regretful or wat...it juz came into dat part of my small memory card somewhere in my mind..yea..so juz blog abt it..coz its veri familiar for me of the date...n the whole thing juz happens to flash across my mind...n the song because of you by kelly clarkson which happens to play just now adds in t o the memoirs..hahahha...petra shud noe the connection between the song n me..hahahha...abt petra,daymn i miss dat babe.same thng,2 years ago,i used to b veri close wif her..lyk evritym aftr skewl we wud go sumwhere together....but along the way i oso dunnoe how we drifted apart...but we still in great terms...wah,,imiss her craps n lameness...yeah shes one lamer but shes fun..wif her cnfidet face yg tk menjadi...i miss sitting next to her while she play the piano n i will sing to it...hahha..the last tym we do it was initiation camp...n i noe dats gonna b last coz we nt dat close animore...i miss disturbing her wif someone..n her pissed off face when riyan disturbs her..aww...it was all veri fun then...i somehow miss 2 years ago...when we were all so young n playful..n living our live like there is no tomorrow..being mischievious n naughty..hahaha..it was all worthwhile...coz it brings great memories n laughing stock when we all will come back together n share our childhood nonsense...but i think i owe it all to ncc sea...it is from there whch these stuffs develope...ive met great people in my life thru ncc...be it seniors,my platoonmates or my juniors...ive met great people like my veri own delta 09...we have done alot of wrong thngs together..hahaha...evritym we get together,it will always b alot of fun...ive always enjoyed coming for training besides the passion for ncc..it is bcause i noe dats the tym i can get together wif my veri own bonded bunch whch i will rmmbr forever..there are some other more people whom ive known in ncc also whch somehow bcomes my darlings of life..my dear nabilah,fhareha(my syg),emie,dina,my alpha,n some cadets or clts from various districts...most of them taught me the value n meaning of reality of life...i do owe it alot to ncc...n nt to forget,hajar...she was the one who always disturbs me during training when i was juz a part A..n i gt so inspired wif ncc bcoz of her...how passionate she s towards ncc n how she enjoys her twice a week training..it was so much fun cmin to trainin..she planted the passion in me..n dat is y till now if i happen to see her aniwhere,i wud instantly put on a smile n haf dat respect towards her as a specialist ive knwon 3 years back...she is something.. i could sense the diffrence ever since we step down...my days of funstuffs n craps haf been cut down...from few years back it has been twice a week or even more then it goes down to once a week n sometyms even alternate weeks...n now,none...it gave me big effects...my usual time outs on friday aftrnn is gone...its veri hard to get togetehr coz we r bz studyin for Ns n Os... its really veri diffrent now..i miss 2 years ago...alot...i noe people chnge as tym goes by n i haf to adapt to it...n we haf to move on... right at this moment i am missing alot n alot of people... i just feel like meeting them n line them up n hug each of them.. tells them how much they are missed n how much they meant to me.. and i tink i shud end it here coz ive gt to go sleep n tmrw gt skewl! |
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