CCA OPEN HOUSE
boring lah...
came skewl...in the aftrnn..
i neva come skewl in the morning..
heehee...
so yeah..came,played volleyball wif 4E1 gals at ferst..
then after a while..
get changed to my coveralls..
then go to the exhibition fer a while..
then walk ard...
then played volleyball again..
then to the searm..clear things up..
then played volleyball again wif the specialists...
ahahahah..
we play bhind dnt blk..
until the gate wan close..
then we plannin to stay longer..n juz climb out from skewl.
suddenly VP came n blah blah blah...
so all of us make our way out uh...
me,eeza n mus lepak at voidies,..but mus nid to go earlier coz she nid go gelanggang..
reach home at nyt..then change,layann those 3 kittens..n sleep!



Saturday:went to picnic @Punggol end wif family..
veri fun...as usual..we eat,sit,sang,talk,swim,do nonsense stuffs..
until the place dark,we still thr..
sing2...hahahhah..
come home..
all damn tired readi..



Sunday:today..
goin my uncle house later..
coz got the merisik2 thingy..
so yeah...
later uh..



Tmrw:monday,19 jan
my mum goin for operation..
so yeah..
not goin skewl tmrw..
maeb go breakfast wif anione ferst uh...
anione oso can...
ok done!



its a small world after all.....

tmrw is CCA OPEN HOUSE!

after a long tym of waiting..
finally,my part gonna come soon..
i dunnoe how its gonna b..
but im gonna do my best n impart all the knowledge to the future leaders...
macam paham je..
they gonna get the hell n the heaven out of me..
so,get readi those noobs!
if u love the sun the sand and the sea,join NCC SEA!

puh-lease uh the so called "weak" gals..
if u cant kena the sun,cnnt kena those tough physical trainings,i guess u better
dun even dream about it..
wah..
u oni gonna make me get pissed off wif u oni.
so,save it..


more jobs coming soon!
SOON!
must teach them those basics sedia n senang diri stuffs..
shit!
nvm..
dis is the job of the Platoon Seargent..
u cAn do it Q!
n im gonna make sure they get their 1 star kayaking n even noes how to kayak well
b4 i step down..



so today,in the morning go breakfast wif eeza saqai at McD..
not late for skewl lyk last week...
blah blah blah..
skewl skewl skewl...
SRP SRP SRP...
went for training
then went to bathe...

theres somethng scary happen in the toilet whch freak the hell out of us out..
u noe i noe..
i swear i wont go to shower alone!!!
neva ever!!
maeb its a ghost,maeb its not..
oni god noes..
we leave skewl at nyt..
plannin to overnyt skali,but then,juz go home uh...
hungry readi,then no money..
naseb baek ade shy yg baek hati sngt to spare $2...
bole jgk mkn pat grace...
thnx alot bro!
n sorie cant join u to overnyt pat skewl..
tmrw we come skewl early2 kay..


i found 3 kitten..
name them:paikea',ah lian n minah rep..
cool ryt..
i noe..
brought them home...
n now they r sleeping qutely...


n i tink im sleepy ryt now...
kindof get to go..
n must do my hw..
lots of it!!!
shit..
n must get readi for tmrw!
its gonna b a long2 day..
tiring one!
ok im done for now..
chalobeteh!

If I were a Boy.Even Just for a day.I'd Roll outta bed in the morning,And throw on what I wanted then go.Drink beer with the guys..And chase after girls.I'd kick it with who I wanted,And I'd never get confronted for it..Cause they'd stick up for me...If I were a boy....I think I could understand....How it feels to love a girl...I swear I'd be a better man....I'd listen to her,Cause I know how it hurts...When you lose the one you wanted,Cause he's taken you for granted,And everything you had got destroyed....I were a boy .I would turn off my phone...Tell everyone its broken,So they'd think that I was sleeping alone...I'd put myself first,And make the rules as I go..Cause I know that she'd be faithful.Waiting for me to come home...To come home...It's a little too late for you to come back!!Say its just a mistake,Think I'd forgive you like that!If you thought I would wait for you,You thought wrong... but u're just a boy...





the meanings bhind those werds r deep okay..
sasha fierce rox!



tryin to make sense of some advices dat i get from sumone reliable..
thnk you veli mutch!
so yeah..nidda make my decision wisely..
n i believe i can make a good decision..
cool...



laughing gas makes me go ding dong!!!
but dun make me laugh...

congrats to those hu passed ur o levels..
n to some hu r sad of ur result,c'mon..
u all did ur veri best...


highlights for the day:



neva go skewl:coz i was sick ysterday..in the morning stil cnnt tahan..but at ard 9 plus lyk dat
lyk oryt2 baby readi..so dcide to go for training in the aftrnn...
so cn see those o levels result takers dramas...


makcik guard:iritating nk mampos btol..im a student thr ok!ade die suro aku tunggu pat gate smpai kol 2 coz she tinks im takin o level result..so i kip tellin her im a student thr n i nid to go for training..then she kip sayin.."yes i noe.wait for 2 pm"
then the other students cn steady kentang walk in..then she say if i student thr,y my hair got colour..she even pointed to me the notice abt attire for o level takers..n i kip emphasizing to her dat im not an o level result taker..at last masok jugak aku...



o level results release:we the juniors were all waiting for dramas to happen..dats all we wanted to see actuali..tears babe!tears!so yeah..waited n waited..some people did cried..then i saw my SMIA..so joined them...sat thr...wait for more dramas...



my dear NABILAH:u did ur veri best ryt?so,no nid emo2 n cry lah..haiyos!n if u tink u nid to cry again..grab a choclate n eat it..its the best medicine..n if u nid a hug,call me...i'll owaes b thr..if not oso,call or text me..i'll b on the service for u 24/7..ahahahha....criously,u stil can go to other poly ryt?eventhou u r dying to go ngee ann..but then,u will stil end up wif a diploma..true enuf?but its normal for u to feel so bad for the tym bein coz ur hopes were bein crushed lyk kachang...u'll get over it sumtym..ok2...



the surprise:ok..dis is veri surprising ok..(dats y its called a surprise)..i was sitting wif my SMIA when suddenly i saw dis HAMBE ALLAH walkin towards us wif a box in the hands...i was lyk..ohkay2...n *poof*!its ryt infrnt of me readi..wow...choclate cake babe!!!my favourite lah sey!ohk..i was utterly embarrased at ferst...but then,a few seconds later i was lyk ok readi..
my SMIA was lyk wah...n they lyk askin me to cut the cake..i was superb2 embarrased!!!gosh!!!
then after dat yesh...we cut the cake...haiyo..y must it b during theres alot of people??u ar...so yeah..the spoil part is the cherry.i hate cherry!but nvm,it bring colours to the cake..n we play wif the cream..to each others faces..btw thnx for the surprise..but then...im starting to feel guilty...no!!!i must stick to my mind...



so yeah..dats the highlights for the day..im quite happy n cheer up-ed today...thnx to those people hu made my day..i love u all lots2!!!



lookin forward for my upcoming days..well,,,

evridae is a surprise!
the next event coming up is CCA OPEN HOUSE..
n my schedule for dis week,
tues-maeby accompany those two to the amoy quee HQ to withdraw no.1
wed-help out abit on the unarmed combat practice
thurs-maeby thrs gonna haf an xtra training on thurs for cca open house.n withdraw kayaks from sstc
fri-CCA OPEN HOUSE!

monday-neva go skewl..invite my mother from hsptl..slacked at home wif my sis all..
played monopoly.lyk crazy.ahahah..


tuesday-neva go skewl again.went for my check up at kkh.ive got dhane syndrome..wth?
ahahahah..after dat,went outside my skewl.wait for my frens.meet them a while.meet faizah,petra,fhareha n jannah.n SMIA.went to np to watch movie n eat.bought the 4 plus tiket n then go eat ferst at sakura.delicious!bought some cakes n puffs n tarts at polar ferst.then meet eeza n mus at McD coz i wanna take the hair dye from eeza.after dat,to the movies!bedtime stories rox eventhou it is so lame n retarded.i kip on laughing thru out the movie.veri funni.then after dat went home.


wednesday-go skewl.so lost.dunnoe alot of things n forgot alot of things.veri troublesome lah! but after skewl went to grace ferst.bought drinks.then came back skewl,swee2 tyming.the bus to RP is leaving.so yeah.board the bus.oni 4 people go from our skewl.cool or wat!mcm superstar gitu.
heehee..RP was utterly huge..n cold.ahahah..got facilitators to facilitate us but then we cabot from them.found us at ferst.then we go 2nd attempt.after dat we go tour on our own wif itek.since he is a student thr..we ask him to walk wif us.to the classes,canteen n more other places.i lyke lah the place.veri fun.then we walk2.me n eeza slack at the lawn level.eat waffle yg sedap to the max.mus went to 802 wif itek.we left the place ard 5 + goin to 6.congrats mus.070109.cool kepeh.


thursday-today felt so so so pathetic.feel so tired,sleepy n stuffs..not in the mood to study but then stil nid to..so yeah.go thru the whole day successfully.*applause*. last lesson was chemistry practical.as usual,i love chemistry so yeah..enjoy it.after dat rush to canteen eat.n off to the bus takin us to the SP.journey superb long n due to my sleepiness,slept in the bus eventhou ive plug in both ears wif earpiece n vol to the max.woken up by faiza.n reached!but the place lyk boring oni..veri dull..we oni collect the free popcorns n then change our clothes n poof!we r out from thr.
took the train whch is crowded.then off to usual crib lah..argh!my mataer neva even recognise me.heartbroken uh.nvm..maeb its bcoz long tym neva see or bcoz of my hair diff.coz its black!emo babe.then slack2.n seriously slack...coz veri sleepy.then blah blah blah.ard 630 make my way home.as usual kena nag.then went to chong pang wif my sis coz she wan buy beg n then went to stationary shop.wah!!!i super duper tired readi.


friday-went to skewl early..coz of some reasons.did my lit hw n stuffs.then mus come.went to toilet coz her skirt stained wif playdoh or sumthng lyk dat.then went for assembly.we the last one to get off from the building but nt the last to sit uh.got chemistry practical again.n its much more fun coz we get to do more tests n do it on our veri own!fun lah sey..PE was terrific!played volleyball.we passed thru the ferst test veri fast.actuali oni mus n i noe uh.then as some other pairs finish their ferst test,we practice onour own.we match lyk 3 to 4.veri funni uh.mimi so blur2.then merlyn so on the go.funni lah they all.n additional wif my noise.wah!!blast!but it makes PE lesson way more fun.last lesson was Character Education.someone from hpc came to gif a talk.but veri boring n i was damn sleepy.so i fell asleep while siting down n listening.i sit at the back of the class so it was ok lah.under fan summore.lala werld uh..

training:training was fun.alot of laughing happens.n i meant lyk hell lots of laughing.n today dat maggie n diyanah n dina came late.b4 dat i took the part a,oops,i mean part b gals.n it was veri lyk crazy..did soc n stuffs..then jog2 in the skewl.up n down the floors n then jog outsiide skewl.oni we noes whr is it..ahahah..came back skewl..do soc again.but b4 doin soc we do some crazy laughing push up stuffs..laughed alot until my stomach hurts n tears rolled out.but they still train.but in a fun way lah..fhareha ade darling baru kepeh..i criously jokin aje lah.then u freak out readi..haiyos!ahahah..after all dat,they fall in n bersurai..


to (insert dat sumones name),wats the problem wif u?when i start talkin to u nicely,u talk to me lyk shit.when i talk to u lyk shit,u talk to me nicely.wtf?make up ur mind lah dey!n dun anihow accuse people okay..
i oreadi said wat happened n u dun wanna believe me.so yeah,i wont talk to u nicely..dun take the chance ive given u for granted can?coz i werry dat theres not gona b another chance nxt tym..kip dat in mind uh.




behind evri gal,theres a dumbass guy
hu did her wrong n make her strong.


well,i tink dats y gals nowadays r stronger.

my mum n me @ ttsh..

i suker lah mate i..dat was @ 1am .

countdown was a blast!
went to celebrate wif lurve ones..
my two sis.mus darling.eeza saqai.
n eventuali joined wif this group of guys.
aliff n gang..
it was superbly hapening n fun!
we dance,we scream,we push ard,we laugh,we joke,,
n most importantly,we PARTY-ED!!!
dats the whole point..


juz when 2009 was given birth,hell yeah...
shake hands,hugs kisses n stuffs..
we were juz too happy...
so into the celebration mood..
until we dunnoe wat we r doin..
hahahahaha...
funni part..
got lots of bangla..
then went they remix-ing the songs,suddenly got bolly song..
wah,they dance lyk as if they in bangladesh..
but they were fun actuali..
so we eventuali joined in dance2 wif them lyk crazy..
n those banglas gave us,the gals,lightsticks..
nice of them hahahah...
coz we was lyk pushing ard to get the lightstick..


so yeah,we danced till 1am...since 10 plus ok..
my whole body drenching lyk juz bathe..
we were high n we dun care abt wat people gonna say..
dance dance dance till the end..
after dat,went to McD...slack there a while wif some sundaes hotfudge..
n yeah FERST FOOD FOR 2009 IS SUNDAE HOTFUDGE FROM MCD!
after dat went to eat...
reached home at 3 30am..
slept ard 4 plus am...
woke up the next afternn..
power uh..so refreshed...


ferst day of skewl was superbly slack...
alarm rings..tot of not goin skewl..then mus darling sms-ed me
kesian pulak kalau tk g.later she alone..
soo yeah..normal lah..
ferst day got spot check..
ahahhah..
in class..by mr faizal..
when he reached mus n me,veri ez.
we juz admit.."i noe,my hair"
n he simply says"good.now out of the class"
so we went out..
then nid folow him to level 2..
he checked again..
maybe can compromise or wat..
then he checked eileen,cheryl,mus n shaykh hair..
they was let go..
then comes to me,,no..
wat???the???heck???
nvm..
then he say he sending me back home..
i was actuali happy to hear dat...cn go home n sleep!
but then he ask me wait outside genral office..
then for so long..
he neva appear,,
wth?
many teachers walk past n ask y y y..
then mr row caught my superb long fingernails..
wah!!!
one more..
nid to cut them...so heartbroken-ing moments
after dat mr faizal came..
me n azmira was brought to the office..
he wannna call my parents..
lyk for wth?my parents noes about my hair ryt?
then i say lah my mum wont pick up coz she go hsptl..
then he still say..nvm..can pick up..
so,dialled the numbers n waited2..no one picks up..
then i tell him uh..
he dun wan blieve me ryt..
then he say go back class..
i lyk,"for wat?no lesson wat...i tot u sending me home?"
he says "i dun wan u to miss wat ur teacher gonna talk abt."
then ok uh..
go back class..recess tym readi..
so actuali it was a so called in house suspension..but shorter tym..
then ask mus bring down my towel..
go shower room..bathe!coz my hair so hard lyk krepek readi by the hair spray..
n i dun lyk...so i bathe lah.wif shampoo n all..superb nice..woohoo!
the rest of the day was spent in class slackin lyk hell...
after skewl got training..
they were superb bz preparing for cca open house but i juz dunnoe wat to do..
so juz help out if anione nids my help..
came home..babysit 2 small kids..
wah..
tiring..then additional wif talkin on the phone wif sumone..
n the talk was long n veri iritating n making me pissed off..
not gonna elaborate more..
slept late...wake up at 1 pm.
later maeb goin to hsptl..visit my mum..
she was bein admited yesterdae..


to my mum:get well soon..i noe u haf been enduring the pain for so long.
juz b strong...n yeah..i love you alot!eventhou u r sucha pain to me sumtyms..
n i may feel lyk clawing at u back..but hello,u r my mum..i wont b able to do dat..
i tink u still dunnoe me dat well for all these years..coz u still tink i dun even care about u animore..but actuali,i do okay..alot...its juz dat u dun realise dat big part of me..nvm lah..
i still love you..