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//Tuesday, March 31, 2009 10:20 PM
maot peh !
skewl was skewl..gerek uh..duh...enjoyed skewl..then aftr skewl i gtg dtention coz of latecomin alot of tym..then went down to volleyball comptetion..halfway eeza came to salam us all..then sumthng nt ryt wif her...so i chase aftr her..ask her wat happen..n she lyk bang bang bang abt wat happen..so i ask her show me hu the heck made her cry..so me mus eeza n mairah go to the people..question2 abeh sume tknk mengaku..then one by one involve other people..so pening!so they wan involve alot of ppl so i go find those ppl hu they say is involve..bring one by one to the place outside gym...so dat case da sua..
case yg hot2 sngt niari is yg psl maggie bebual ngan eeza tkde care...so sume da tgh peng,might as well settle one tym...so yea..i cn say the 3 of us quite violent uh...hahha.bebual baek2 dgn die tk jln...abeh dier peng2 crite to the max..sape yg bleh take it sia..so we criously had dis long n loud n violent "talk" wf maggie..at ferst oni the 3 of us tgh binget2 dgn maggie,along the way,alot of ppl oso cnnt tahan wif her readi..so we lyk shouting ryt infrnt of her face lyk our father skewl..yg gereknyer is no teacher even care..but alot of students da tgk free show...then we lyk veri2 kecoh sia outside the skewl gym..da lah ribot dgn ramai org against maggie...so in physical,eeza tonyo kpale die n maki die rabak2..n she shud do it coz shes the victim of maggie...mus standard dgn kick butt die n oso increasing volume of talkin n makiness,n i grab her collar n cekek her against the wall n oso shout n maki infrnt of her face.daymn it feels so good aftr a long tym da pendam..at last dpt jgk sound die..naseb baek niari aku mood baek..kalau tk kite da rempoh sia muke die...so we let her go atlast coz skola da nk tutop..member tros angkat kaki siol blah klua skola cepat2... cmon lah we nt tryin to b fenetik here but eyh,kau da naekkan kite peh fenetik uh..i noe dat alot of ppl damn shock of the 3 of us peh true colours...coz we criously is our damn trueself today..so jgn carik psl wif either one of us..coz it is 3 in 1 basis..we did try our best to b veri2 low profile at skewl..but dun cross the limit..kite violent lah sey!jgn maen2..zaman fenetik kite da lepas lah sey..maggie,senang kate kau langgar salah org uh eh...ingt tau,kau maseh blom angkat paisey ngan eeza..aku tros trang ckp aku maseh tk puas lagi..amcm continue pe?ni kali bwk turon kau peh budak2 skali.. hahhaha..shud haf videod it so those readers will noe wat actuali happen...n betape buroknyer muke kiter biler tgh marah..prangai pon burok siols...so now lets wait for tmrw..tgk uh kalau tu maggie brani tk complain pat skola..tu jam then aku ckp,muke die pecah sia kite kerjekn... take care siol maggie!
//Monday, March 30, 2009 1:09 PM
wth
n guess wat,i didnt go skewl today...again!!!
so much of my new resolution dun wanna absent from skewl startin froom term 2..bleah...Q,Q... wat more cn i do to kick dat habit?gosh!nie kate o level student? haprak uh...so i gt sore throat... yesterdae fought wif my mum..haiyo..n dats one more habit whch i haf not kick yet...aku rase mak aku saket jantong pon psl aku...Q anak paleng nabey to the max uh...my mum even say dat i m the werst child among the others..she even tell me dat she ask from god to turon kan balak at me so i will repent..wat the heck?! then she say dun ever2 talk to her lah dun ask from her anithng lah...bullshit siak..gosh..n she say alot alot of things yg sunggoh lah hurtfull...n theres a point when it reach at the blowing point...i juz cant take it animore..so yea dats how we fought..n instead of me goin out of the house,shes the one hu went out...n daymn...shes the oni one hu make me in tears recently...wth wtf? shes not helpin me in my important year..she makin it werst! too much pressure from skewl n HER! she juz dislyk the sight of me..n if u feel lyk slappin my face,i cn say,DO IT...dun olwaes say but neva do..we will see hus gonna regret it later... n dis is not the werst of me YET...i dun wish to b a bad daughter but human r humans..we've gt feelins too... n yeah,tym check 1 23pm..chattin wif eeza hu oso neva go skewl..power uh...so im done..dats it...
//Sunday, March 29, 2009 8:07 PM
one werrd
today juz sux hell lots!
-the end- i dun dserve to b ur daughter?
// 3:49 AM
fun lah sey!
soo,started the day by meetin dina n eeza..then made our way to HQ..watch the FREESTYLE DRILLS EXHIBITION FINALS.well,AI didnt win.veri u noe,heartcrushin moments..they look damn sad soo i try make them feel much better uh...then had refreshments..sat thr..eat..we slack thr until alot went home readi, coz we dun wan walk under the super duper hot sun.so,walk to the 1st blk n change frm my t shirt to my dress.yay!walkin to the mrt is crazy wif the boys all..hahaaha..so me n eeza slack outside of the station juz to kill tym..ard 130 pm we took 851 to yishun interchange then took 856 to woodlands interchange...
met nat thr.she came wif her niece hu is superb cute..oni 1 year plus..QISTINA..so took 966 to ECP...thnx to sumone hu gimme the bus no. in the bus i carry qistina all the way coz she sleepin..goin out dis tym round wif a kid is ez coz the three of us are young 'mummies'..we noe how to handle kids..so yea..veri ez..walk frm the bustop at marine parade to the place oso i carry..wah,tiring sia..but then,kalau psl budak kecik,i will sacrifice..then met the rest at the shelter..at ferst tot its gonna b boring..aftr a while,i n nat lyk cn talk cock damn hell juz lyk the old tyms..then we talk n crack stupid jokes damn alot..n funny things happen..hell yea it was fun..we lepak under the shelter..some of the guys swim then some on the shelter play guitar n talk2...i swear it was hell fun..talk abt our lyfe,comment abt our past n kips debatin abt a topic..alwaes..ni sume psl hisyam ar nie..hahahha...we veri kecoh sia..realise evrione haf changed..even myself..hahahaha...da mcm mak budak siak..wth..kak Q lah sey!ex-peiying was me,nat,dibz,khalis(burfdae boy),fiee,syam...n more guys from other sec skewls..n evrione cn get along well n dats great..even eeza cn get along wif nat..hahah...at thr saw the kakak from helang emas..hahahah..small werld..talk a while oni...then yadah yadah yadah..we went home..some of them i tink ton thr... had fun tooday!reaalllll fun...be it in HQ or ECP..it juz brightens up my day...HQ part was the dancin2 to songs part coz havin the hyper mood..n ECP,thruout the journey all is utter greatness!n in the bus,EEZA,u cud haf juz tegor me of wat u saw instead of juz pointin2..hahhaha..funni sia ur xpression...!so tym check now 4 21am..im so tired but nt sleepy..but im tryin to sleep lyk a nrmal sane human..juz gt home juz now at ard 1 plus am?wah..imagine from morning till morning..hahahah...so yea...gtg now...bye! n dis runny nose n chest pain is hurtin me from juz now...my throat oso sore readi...haiyoyo...
//Friday, March 27, 2009 11:19 PM
TGIF!
i didnt go skewl today as planned...
so earli in the mornin i woke up n started doin my homewerks..heeeheee..gd gal ryt..i noe..finish up those undone stuffs n done!by thhe tym its oreadi 2 pm..imagine long hours of studyin..wow...Q lah sey! so i bathe n went to skewl for trainin...guess wat?when i reach skewl,i saw my part A goin somewhr n a bus is waitin..WTH?n part b goin somewhr..i their PS oso i dunnoe anithng?WTH? unit corrupted sia..haiyo..so go straight inside room n chop2 change to my no.4..i juz love wearin my uniforms..hahaha...then saw mdm hartini..obviousli i cant escape her animore coz she saw me..then she call out to me..so,,talk to her n blah blah blah..gave her the homewerks whch i owe her.n yea,she hepy wif it..then went to hall,for achievement day reahearsel..so yadah yadah yadah..then finish rehearsel..went down to room..theres nth more for us to do..all the cadets are away readi..haiyoyo!witout us knowin summore..pathetic uh..then i payed sooccer wif faiza...then slack in room..doin our own stuffs..it is soo the not trainin animore..mcm lepak corner..haiyo..then my part a come back,give the uniforms to those havnt get then done..riyan injure his leg..after all dat,went Ecoons block..slack thr..me brian n riyann...talk abt some stuffs...yea..then we headed to bus stop at 7 30 pm..went home,eat,slack wif my sis n mummy..then went next door to my sis place n use her lappy thr..come home,n now blogging..soo now im off! tmrw is freestyle drill finals..gd luck participants!i'll try to make it aites..n after dat gonna go for khalis burfday party at east coast..n then go daiso wif mummy n cuzzin..dats all folks..burbye!
//Thursday, March 26, 2009 10:28 PM
im so freakin stressed out!
gosh today is soooo streessfull mayn!okay today i come late again..n it is all bcoz of dat idiotic nyonya who dun wanna change for me coins..mati2 wan me buy sumthng..so had dis aruguement in her shop early in the mornin..gosh..dis week ive been late all the tym!the green slip cn make so dgn sardinnye i walk slowly infrnt of the GO...sit down..write the same latecomers pledge shit again..n today i nidda write for 10 tyms..coz i late 5 tyms readi..wah power uh mr chin see my face evriday infrnt of the GO...so blah blah blah..started wif MT..then POA..i swear i was stressed aftr POA..aftr POA was recess..so go straight wif eyka to canteen..sit thr.n so nyce her wanna help me write out all my homewerks whch i nidda complete by tmrw..n mon..by the tym she writing,i was damn fckin stressed..till some tears came out..hahah..i cried coz of truck loads hw?so the nt me mayn!then the rest came..so action2 jokin dat i cry..hahaha..then aftr dat we chill2 at canteen until its late?hahah..mus dgn sardinnye tanye,"asl mcm kosong nie?" n i n iqa was lyk laughin n sayin,"sebab kite da lmbt lah!"hahahah...mus2... the n physics..durin we doin the MCQs,mr Morais call me out of the class..i xpected it readi..coz i neva go SRP ysterday..damn i was oreadi tired okay..so i juz go..but he neva sent my name to the office..thnx for dat! yadah yadah yadah..skewl ends..
had to stay back for SRP today..until 6 30 babe! from 2 30 to 6 30...gosh..n mus was havin a hard tym tinkin if she shud go or not..at last pegi jgk..haiz...so we did 4 essays n for me additional POA hw nid to b done too..nasebb baek SRP pat AVA rm..aircon..but then,i didnt get to go for achievement day rehearsel..but nvm,coz tmrw stil gt full dress rehearsel..n the thing itself is nxt week friday..so fast sia..then aftr SRP went home..i reach home wif a super hungry n empty stomach..the sight of an empty pot make me blow to the top mayn!so i was cursing2 evrione at home..they tot i was posessed by some evil or wat..come home then shout2..then go inside room,sleep!weird..my sis woke me up n tadaa!!dinner's readi..i ate lyk alot..so much for my dieting..hahaha. tmrw iso the not goin skewl..i so confident of dat..coz i wanna finish up my homewerks n done..in the aftrnn then i go skewl for NCC trainin n full dress rehearsel..my shoulder n kidney still aching sia..waliao...kay im done! im missin lots of people now!
//Wednesday, March 25, 2009 11:06 PM
ftwd!
my neck's hurtin.my back's hurtin..gosh..my whole bady hurtin...i veri tired tired tired readi luh..haiyo!so today,,,planned to go skewl late..i was tinkin of nt goin but i absent ysterdae so today juz go lah..beter late than neva.went out of my house at 8am..walk to skewl wif the accompany of my cute lil water bottle..i dun understand y lots of ppl lookin at me..humans!the journey took 40 mins....long u noe..so i try walk in n pandai2 go class straight..coz i had rather b marked as absent rather than late comer..so lessons was ok uuntil recess comes..gosh..i sacrificed my recess juz to complete my 7 POA TPL acccnts n guess wat?mr veil dcides to collect it tmrw..i fall asleep in his class n dat particular announcement woke me up yo!n i was soo pissed off..i aint concentratin much in all lessons..but tried my best to absorb somethng.i was freakin tired lah..took care of small kid not ez sia..summore when they wake up in the middle of the nyt..stil nidda wake up,n bring them to sleep again b4 we cn sleep..haiz..so yea..n additional of FTW day!haiyyo...
after skewl i neva go SRP..coz i counted as absent so i cn cabot lor..so walked to SSC wif eeza.we played at the playground at splashpark..then took bus to her homie..slacked watched tv eat then home..daymn it was super cold inside the bus whch took ard 40 mins to reach yishun back.. reached home..daddy cooked for dinner.ate dinner..then blah blah blah..my daddy's van tyre' s puncture..so he called me to help him up coz no one else he cn rely on...hahaha...so went down..do the neccessary stuffs..my hand all black2..haiyos...but dats how its supose to b ryt..wont die oso..blah blah blah...went home,,tutor dat fanatic boy..then watch phantom of the opera a while n then now bloggin n chattin..so dats it..chiao!
// 12:13 AM
tiring day eventhou didnt go skewl
sad to say i fail to attend skewl today...bein woken up in the mornin by my sis...coz i nidda teman my mummy go see doctor..then i wake up, bathe readi, see they go out readi..wth..so i went back to sleep.. ard 10 plus wake up again..then my dear fasya oso wake up..so do the normmal routine..make her milk then bathe her.. siap2..then phone mus..blah blah blah...so i bring fasya stuffs in her strawberry shopcake bag..hahah..carry her all the way to yishun mrt station..ok,its tirin okay..meet wif them..mus amir n yazid..fasya was scared at ferst..then lamer2 baru ok2..hahah..went to kfc coz mus randomly cravin for cheesefries..so sat there eat cheesefries n meltz..then mus wan choCOlate waffle..hahaha..so bought it..walk2 in popular..then nidda go..sounds simple but it takes quite a tym..n tiring u noe takin care of a small kid..but safe i used to it readi..haaha..n i look lyk a young mummy..imagine wif a kid in my right arm n a strawberry shopcake bag on the same hand n my hair was bein clipped..yazid lagi siak,"Q,nnt kn org2 tua jln knfirm ckp,apelah remaje2 zaman skrg,mude2 da ade anak" then i said "kplae hotak drg uh"
hahhaha... dun anihow tudoh2 uh makcik2.. gd enuf dat we got skills in takin care of kids.. so blah blah blah..aftr dat went homey!da penat to the max!make fasya her milk again,then both of us fall asleep in the living room..woken up by fasya who kick my face..then she still sleepin..hahah..wth..yadah yadah yadah..daddy fetch mummy from hsptl coz she go a&e in the mornin.then daddy cook for us..dinner was kecoh..n bleah..now updating..waiting for my sis to come home from werk..tym check 12.32 am..she stil nt back yet..haiyos.!
//Tuesday, March 24, 2009 11:31 PM
ferst day of the 2nd term
ysterdae i went to skewl..yea..but then,da smngt2 tapi latecomer..hahah..actuali i cn make it.but then,'kalau da lmbt tu lmbt kan skali'..hawho hah..so at ferst i was annoyed by my daddy who took his tym to bathe long2..but then aftr dat i influence him to make it slower..hahaha..so relax2 drive..reached..i stil cn relax n haf a short convo wif him.
me:papa,do i look okay? papa:em..ok lah tu..cume rambot kau je brown kat blakang.. me:=.="....kirekn tk ok lah tu... papa:ok lah...alah cume brown kat blakang je.. me:da lah..dats nt okay then... so i open the door n stand at the door..n ask him again if he tinks my personal bearing cn b accepted.. papa:bole lah adeq...kn aku da ckp cume rambot kau blakang brown je dgn skirt kau pendek ... me:saket hati ar tanye papa...da lah bye ar! so i wanna cross the road by tthe front of the van..then my daddy go kacau me n he jerk the van..n i was lyk "oit!"..then we laugh2... i walk damn slow thru the sidegate..the councillors n guard look at me lyk as if i crazy..hahah..then durrah saw me..wah,bole sempat bebual lagi..she ask me to run to the hall n cn make it..then da knfirm2 tkleh..so i start a veri lil mornin convo wif her..blah blah blah.. got ppl late readi.so join them infrnt of GO..sit thr wif cheryl..okay..we were both sleepy ok..then nidda write the latecomers pledge..for us is 8 tyms..wth...so we took bloody hell long tym..we write then stop2 sleep..hahaha..took uh 2 1/2 periods..then we finish..go class... skewl was gerek..as usual..eventhou alot of us felt so lethargic,we juz try to kip each other awake..then ms sor neva come..hahah..2 free period..so we sit n bitch ard as usual...well dat is wat the bitches do ryt..skewl ends.. [maggie face uh crious peh urgh!!!] me n mus got free ride from amir n yazid..amir tompang mus n yazid tompang me..so went to dis courtyard..slack ard..the place is lyk the warriors werkshhop readi..hahaha..cool uh..yadah yadah yadah...walk home wif mus...along the way we make up song...hahah..funni lah..
//Sunday, March 22, 2009 12:20 AM
lyfs been good?
after lots of thngs whch happen during dis 1 week hols,somethings gettin back on track..dat bitch da mintk paiseh aftr kene hang n eventually she striked the post whch she maki2 me..
my sisters who join in the fun oso aftr readin wat she write abt me..ive gt a gangster family lah sey...dats nt sumthng to b proud of,but for dis case yea.its a yes...by the gangsterism talk my family can communicate better..n its veri gerek..but i must say again,oni smetimes its fun... dats so fun to see..hahahaa..goyang jgk kepeh minah loyang?so yeah...dats one..2nd,i must specify dis again dat ive broken up n currently single yo!n we r now nt more than frens..thnx fer all the congratulations...3rdly,holidae haf been great..n babysittin is fun n enjoyable actualie..4th,skewl startin tmrw(tym check 12 31am:its sunday now)....but the ad thng is i havnt done my 4 esays,2 POA accounts,malay book review n math werksheet)..so gonna b ....DEAD? term 2 start must chiong all the way i guess?cnnt slack alot n obviously i must force myself not to b lazy n must go skewl...my attendance fer term 1 is 28/44..hahaha..cool or wat...by monday must get readi mentally fer all lectures of nt doin hw n physically?yea...maybe dats a nidd too...so now im off...sayonara!
//Tuesday, March 17, 2009 1:28 PM
17 march 2009
ferst n foremost...i shud say dis..i am officially SINGLE....well...okay yea..single n mingle again..woohoo...feels so good.. n one more incident yg hot2 sngt today...yea..a dis f**king bitch or watever she can b called,mcm siak nk mampos..kimek..mcm sardin potato..nk maki2 aku pat blog die..fine uh tu blog kau..so aku tk spam kau ke apape..nie skrg aku ckp pat blog aku..apa kau mau buat sundal?!nabey cibai...mulot mcm jubor plus puki koyak sak...mentang2 kau skola loyang kire tk goyang uh..(sorie uh sape2 yg skola loyang..emphasize oni to dis bitch)..siak..aku bawak mak aku peh loyang pat umah,smack muker kau satu kali,kemek siol...ade cap lah siak buat memories...nabey cibai ..arwah nenek aku sribu kali peh lawa lah siak muker dier..n apa siah kau bebual psl geylang nie sume..cibai uh..kau pikey aku sundal?eh pls ah eh,aku tk semurah kau lah whey..siallan..puki karat btol...kau suro aku isap konek peh siak?kau da xperience sngt peh siol?kau sendiri ah yg buat..sejahat2 aku eh,tk smpai ke situ lah siak..sundal..puki tiang btol..musibat!!!kau mau brani bebual ngan aku pat sini,kau tk pikey pe kau peh cuzzin kesygan kau tu pat skola aku..kire kau bleh protect dier 24/7?aku mau tgk jgk siak...eh pls lah eh,aku bukan type org yg sesuke hati mak bpk aku maki2 for no reason eh..org bebual ngan aku ade care,aku bole lah relek one corner lah siol...kire kau da langgar aku skrg..kalau aku da binget to the max je lah siak aku go to dis extend..sial lan...take care siol... to my frens n hu ever yg wanna noe wat make me so pissed off..juz view dis bitch blog okay..search for the date 14 march on saturday pnyer post...read it n i wanna see if all of u bole trime ape yg die bebual psl aku..ckp aku childish mau spam2 nie sume..so wat siak?kire kau tk spam kau big fuck uh!bole p jalan lah sial..tui ah! ![]() n trime kaseh lah sngt2 for sayin muker aku yg "jambu"...well too bad im not gonna compliment ur face...so sorrie.. im off from dis fucked up post...(may god forgive my werds whch is on purpose)
//Sunday, March 15, 2009 9:34 PM
![]() ![]() ahahaha..but hey!dats my family n we r insane ppl...so,say wat u wan..hahahaha...okay..dat was taken at sembwng park..we had a picnic thr..it was an instant plan actuali..i woke up then my daddy say "adeq,niari kiter picnic uh.."n b4 i cud say anithng...he oreadi replied "alah jgn bnyk ckp,da g siap..kite mandi laot niari...nnt aku siapkn makanan.." so..ok lor..went to change to simple2 clothes..n it was raining..other ppl might juz cancel off their plans but we juz carry on..hahahaha..more smangt to go when the rain started..wow..dat reminds me of twilight..hahahah...when they play baseball when thrs thunder..so reach thr..we eat ferst then we carry on wif all those things..blah blah blah..veri cold lah sey.. yesterday..hmm...i admit i m the one who masok campor..but hey,i treat them lyk my sister readi sia..u tink i wanna juz kip quiet uh when sumone carik psl wif them?hell no...so i go dis person's blog to check ferst for the truth if she got talk bad abt emie n dina..n yea..its treu..so i juz tag her ar..or shud i say spam her blog..n our tyming veri power..she bloggin n i tagging..so she delete my tag all..then i tag more uh..wow..i dunnoe dat i m famous by the name of adeq..so she go sms emie to tell me dun masok campor..abeh yg kau pnyer cuzzin masok campor bole uh?cibai..maki aku pukimak bole uh...kau pikey aku bleh trime?nabey..aku tag kau pon ehk,aku tk maki kau lah sey..ingt lah siket..hahaha..abeh niari kau sms emie mintk paiseh lah pulak..goyang peh gal?abeh tk perlu eh nk letak besar2 pat blog kau suro aku jgn masok campor...eh gal,get a lyfe lah.. for viewers n readers purposes...dis is the linkk to the gal im tryin to relate to.: go look2 cket on how she extravaganza make me so popular skejap..i tink i shud thank her for dat...hahahhaha...thnx ah gal...tmrw mittin saqai wanna talk abt dis gal..hahahaha...prangai budak2 siak...mcm pri skewl..da buat salah pat org abeh kene gertak cket da goyang tros mintk paiseh b4 apape jadi..tapi nk spread2 pat org...
//Friday, March 13, 2009 11:10 PM
another friday the 13th?
took results..ok lah..not dat as bad as i xpected..i passed 3 out of 7 sub.n it is eng malay n pure literature...but pass oso c5-6...jialat..neva even reach a B...wah..aftr take results,went to play volleyball wif eyka,dian,fari n mimi...obviously its fun..lyk duh..until hand damn red2..ahahahah..mus was MIA..cudnt find her..
training today started lyk shit...aftr the achievement day rehearsel,we haf normal training..then martin wanna giv an announcement..so evrione fall in..listen2..suddenly he say,"now i officially announce that there will be no corporal punishments..no more push up as punishment.."WTH..WTF!!dat was our reaction..duh..nie rabbit ehk..he suck lah..gosh..close down unit sua..but he say PT can do pushh up..so i guess from now on,PT gonna take ard 2 hours or more?hahahahaha..so all the specs cursed2 a while,then we do our own things.but stil take care of the cadets..even the cadets dun agree on dat dcision..they say wat for come then no punishment?better join girl guide..urgh!!so i took my part for PT a while..then faiza carry on the veri2 long 5BX...then i take riyan's part..do drills..then aftr dat me n faiza play volleyball wif the guides..blah blah blah..they bersurai early..reason:coz the unit got no life.so cadets shudnt waste tym..hahahaha...dat was the USM dcision.so went off wif emie,fhareha n dina.go grace..wah the journey from skewl to grace seems so long coz we veri2 distracted..ahahahah...aftr grace i went home..veri tired..got a free full body massage from my sister..how nyce of her..n i made dat fanatic boy cry..hahahaha..i so happy..threaten him lyk shit n he juz started cryin..i noe i veri sadist...so wat?aahahhaha...n one more thng abt martin the rabbit,he got problem izit i wan take the shield..mati2 nk brian..u wan dcide people's lyfe izit?u muthafager...bastard sakk...prangai stop it siols!tkleh angkat lah sheys...
//Thursday, March 12, 2009 10:37 PM
i love thursday!
i love thursday!especially for today.. skewl start late..so yea..met eeza at staircase..so go breakf ast wif her..hahahaha..then assembly..the sec 2's are back but the sec 1's not yet..yadah yadah yadah..they remind us not to get into trouble during the hols..n not to COLOUR2 our hair..hahahaha...but alot of us the hair colour readi..wah leceh sey later skewl open gt spot check lagi...cut story..MT go library..borrow book for book review..after lesson ends..talk wif mdm hartini again..she asked me about my oral..she seems really nice actualie..n i dun talk to her in bahse baku..n she ok wif it..coz i did tell her b4 dat its the way i talk from young.lessons were fun in some ways even thou lots of us were sleepy,we dun find a reason y we shud b sleepiin..recess sat wif eeza maira n endra..saw those juniors too..n i took the danish cookies hahahaa...as usual,last day,we get lots of homewerks..haiyos! after skewl tot of goin eeza's crib but cnnt make it coz i got SRP..alah...after SRP play volleyball wiif the others..n it started to rain..n we juz carry on playin n joking ard alot..veri fun..long tym neva play in the rain..so whole body was wet..ard 6 i tink,called up my father to pick me up coz i as oreadi damn wet n i dun haf bus fares..so yadah yadah yadah..home!bathe.get changed.went to AMK a while to do sumthng then go yishun dam..chill..then homie..i juz love today.. tmrw gonna take CA1 result n i oreadi noe wat its gonna b lyk..so yea.mummy not comin down...she lazy..ahahaha..but good ar..i fail summore..well actualie she oso dun care..hahahaha..so yea..tmrw got Achievement day rehearsel oso..n yadah yadah yadah..im off nw..chiao!
//Wednesday, March 11, 2009 6:30 PM
curse broken
i shud b hepy dat the curse of FTW day is broken..todae evrione was superb bloody high from earrli morning..but gerek uh..we juz dun wanna spoil the day..so evrione start nonsensing..i laugh lyk hell lot...then today still slack alot..no geog no ss...then poa oso we otot do 2 question..lit do essay on a poem abt women..women dont riot...i ryt alot abt it..n obviously dfending women..so blah blah blah..ss no teacher..so we the bitches sat together..n we talk about goin zouk on sunday..hahahha...dat iqa n afif wanna go..so blah blah blah..skewl ends wif english lesson..juz journal writing..so i write wat had happen for term 1..my family,frenship,my bad results,my 50% of absence n changes i wan...so yadah yadah yadah...b4 srp slacked at 4t1 class a while..im in love wif the twilight book..ok..so evriwhr i will carry dat book n readin it..heehee..it is not usual to see me read books ok..so srp was kinda fun..chemistry..n we all was lyk attentive..n i juz straight go to the frnt..beter learning..blah blah blah..finished..go toilet..had some singing session on minah tudong song..veri nyce..n then went home..today was nyce overall...veri high n alert!overall..i lurve 11 march 2009..xcept for 1 incident when sumone wans to talk to me n spoils my mood for a while..but it doesnt last long..coz i tend to forget abt it ez ly..
i guess it wont b the same animore...coz yea,im treatin u lyk my fren..so no one getts hurt..
//Tuesday, March 10, 2009 5:40 PM
nothing more..
nths fun dis few days,,,xcept dat alot of peeps getting sick..the wether uh so superbly great smpai alot of peeps cnnt take the goodness...
so,sunday was fine..eeza asked if i wanna go to pasir ris coz her family n cuzzins all got chalet thr n they gt xtra tikets to escape thm park..but hey babe,u last minute.u reach thr readi then u ask..wth?ahahah..i was walkin n strollin around my neighbourhood wiff my dear fasha baby at dat point of tym..so one occasion of fun was missed..well,i can say dat all of her families gathering are veri kechos...n fun..so in the later evening,i went out wif my family..to geylang then toa payoh then tampines..my sis wanna buy baby stuffs..so yadah yadah yadah...reached home ard 1 am.. monday,yesterday... skewl was EMPTY ....the whole of sec 1's n 2's nt in skewl coz they are out for ole 1 n ole 2 until wed...so ..the skewl was oni filled wif upper secs..the canteen was nt crowded..skewl was fun n slacky..fun..some teachers oso out for ole 1 n 2..so yea..n those teachers hu stil in skewl oso lyk neva teach..oni talk2..assembly was fun coz mr row gave a talk abt gettin readi for o levels..n his talk was fun..after talk 4e1 n 4e2 got bearings check..okay...mr HO wif a smile ask me,"ur skirt since sec 1 ryt?heehee.step infrnt"..okay,i can accept the way he talk to me coz it was polite...n funni..but evrione was iritated by dat grandmother...ahahah..she veri noisy luh..so dis one part she ask ying2,"do i look lyk ur grandmother?" so we the usual bitches says,,"yea yea"...hahahaha...nenek tue tk sedar diri..balek umah tanam jagong suda lah nek...then we go back class...the whoole day slack..n miss sor was veri angry wif us dat she lectured us for 15 mins mayn..but sume jiwe 1 minit..went back to our normal self after dat..ahahahah..pity her lahs...so i got the same werds from olmost all teachers sayin,"we cnnt help u if u kip absenting from skewl"n all i cann do is smile..well basicallly i FAILED evrithng xcept malay whch is by 58 marks..i love malay...after skewl go for malay n english oral..then WALKED home from skewl alone in the rain...reason,i didnt haf money...pathetic..reached home,body strange feeling readi..so bamm!!!fever...heehee..i lyk.. today neva go skewl..reason..malas..da bgn tapii tido balek..coz it was lyk super cold nn nice..so yeah...tmrw gonna bf wif eeza..if i go skewl lah..i miss her..n i miss mi..n i miss fhareha syg..i miss some other more people..even those hu i meet evridae...n i miss my ncc peeps..okay chiao!
//Saturday, March 7, 2009 10:55 PM
my saturday...
ysterday-training..
went training ard 4 aftr compromising my mum to let me go out..coz i was on MC..n she dun ley me go out..so make my way to skewl..came..my part which is the part A's,were collecting their uniforms..n ive got nth much to do xcept clearing the big mess...n counting how many uniforms xtras n stuffs...so yea..aftr dat they were taught on how to put their crest on their beretsn it took them so long..so in the mean while i go slack wif the freestyle drill people..sat thr..talk2...the part A's took the whole training juz on uniforms?they suck lah...haiyo..then i dunnoe y i kip lyk dreamin on my own werld..n martin oso saw dat..n he ask me why i emo-ing n stuffs..wth?hu emo sey?i was juz staring into blank space ...then he ask me sing jiwang song..lyk,he ok or not sey?haiz...blah blah blah...training ends..go grace wif emie,jannah n siti..yea..secrets let out uh..heehee..nvm,u cn trust me..i will kip to it..sea promise..grace was full..so we bought drinks n sat under voidies lepak..talk2...n i was munching the choclate whch was supose to b given to my fhareha syg...ive been forgeting thngs veri badly dis few days..i even forgotten my birth date..n fhareha was lyk kacau2 me readi coz i look super cnfident dat i was familiar wif the date 160493 but i dunnoe wad it is..so she giv me hint by hint until she juz gimme a direct hint..then i rmmbr..gosh..n we was lyk laughing to it..n my stomach hurts.n they r even laughing to my actions..gosh..cadets nowadays..n the choclate was in my hand when we saw her at the bus stop..cn even stop by n talk..but i forgotten abt it..haiz...dats y i say..im gonna die soon..or maeb one day im gonna even forget my name.. n ive got a nyce necklace...but my neck is oreadi full wif 3 things on my necklace..whch is the letter Q,the heartshape wif my name n sumones name,n my ring.. saturday-stayed home.. woke up in the morning..then go to my sis place whch is nxt door..accompany her n played playstation...stayed thr for a few hours then went back home..n fasya was lyk clinging on to me all the way until i wan go back oso she dun wan let me go..she dun even wan her own mother whch is my sis..so i brought her home wif me oso..she veri manje wif me..i love her lah..then my father cook dinner..n waiting for the rice to cook oso so long...so i juz eat the omelette n vegetables lyk dat..witout rice..until i full...watch hindustan movie..veri nyce story..about a courtesan...but the ending lyk no meaning..but i stil enjoy the movie lah..then after dat watch my super ex-girlfriend..another nyce movie..quite funny..mayn!how i wish ive got superpowers n im a supergirl..how cool can it be...my life's gonna rocks if ive got superpowers..i wanna b a supergirl!!! monday gonna haf oral..tues free-from srp-day...wed srp..thurs srp..fri training..my week gonna b the same over n over again i guess? do i feel guilty or wrong? dat is the question dat he ask me..n my answer is, NO... ive changed,im no longer the old me..but its up to u to evaluate if its good or bad..but watever i do is owaes for my own good..pls dun judge by my past can?coz im totally not the-old-me..people change..if u dun wanna trust me,then dun judge me anihow..look at yourself too..haf u changed?if yes,then ask another question to urself..izit a good change or bad change..u dcide ur own life..but we realised sumthng..u juz wont stop hurting people's feelings.. yours truly, the bitch u gonna love sooner or later...
//Friday, March 6, 2009 2:03 PM
TGIF!
today i neva go skewl..sick from ysterday.ive got gastric flu.. hell its painful..my stomach's hurts alot..so ysterday..started getting sick at 3am in the morning..but i still make my way to skewl at 8am..reached,feeling so urgh!!!suffer2 the pain..yea..but ive got my frens whch cares about me..n teachers too...i love them..so yea..they try to make me laugh but it hurts more okay..so endure2..the whole day i juz dunnoe wat the teacher teaching..coz i basically rest n rest n rest..my face looks so sian..so lost n slow functioning..aftr skewl nidda do science test..but then i dunnoe juz wat to write..sit in the teachers room n do wif zu n cheryl n sandi gave answers..hahahaha...then miss li give me a pear..sick ppl must eat fruits okay..ahahahah..then supposedly ive got srp..but i dun wanna go..so zu acxcompany me to go office n ask for permission to go home..then VP come out..she ask me y n blah blah blah..even she realise how lethargic ive been since mornin coz she caught me goin out of class witout a coridor pass..then i talk oso lyk org mabok..so yea,,she understands...she ask me go see doctor coz i crious looks lyk im not gonna b okay..so the office called my mum..n no one can accompany me.so tried askin some ppl..n yea,my dear nabilah accompany me...
i must thank her alot alot..coz she took the effort to take a cab n rush down to the polyclinic..so nice of her..omg..n i love her so much !!!!she even reach thr b4 i reach the polyclinic..so,met her thr..waited for the queue no. so long...haiyos...kalau ade org yg da nk mampos,da mampos pon..i am the last person mayn!wth..so the doctor was veri2 funni..i enter onli can start laughin but it hurts lah...her face n her reactions all veri funni...she n her mumbles..hahaha..i was lyk cntrolling my major laughter thruout the whole tym in the room..yea..i juz cant stop smiling n laughing..suddenly,the door opens widely..hahaha..it was my father..he lyk one gangsta lyk dat stand thr..n the doctor face veri funni..hahahaha...my father question her lyk veri fierce...but actuali he jokin oni..then blah blah blah..gets 2 daes MC..yeepeeyayay...aftr dat took the medicine...my father sent nabilah home..n even the ride was funni..hahaha...haiyos..veri kecoh when nabilah said to juz drop her along the road n my father suddenli wanna brake n he lyk panicking askin "mane maner mane?"..we was lykl laughing lyk hell..so my father dcided to juz drop her until her blk..hahahaha..then we went home..ahahahah.... omg..i oni realise dat many ppl loves me..hahahaha...my father rushed to polyclinic after hearing dat i was sick form skewl..my sis called me to ask if i nid her to accompany...nabilah rushed down straight away..n how my frens in skewl cares abt me..how mdm hartini cares..wow...im so touched mayn!!maybe some ppl wud take it as nth..but i feel so so so loved for the ferst tym..n it feels great...dun jealous ar....n hey,im not pretending dat im sick okay..if some ppl tink dat im fakin it,then i dunnoe wat to say..but i wont act dat way if i wasnt sick..all of u noe me..ryt...
//Wednesday, March 4, 2009 8:06 PM
wtf day
WTF day..dat stands for Wednesday The Fcukedup day..
as usual..wednesday veri sleepy..but starts off quite rebelious till the end of the day i tink..most of it luh..mrs heng pissed the bitches off...so we lyk blabber2 loudly abt her..lit mr row neva come..then we Auto pilot go library.then ms lee come lookin for us..then evrione nidda go the boutique.do some werk.then math,quite fun uh..do the graph thingy..then we talk abt movies wif ms shoba..we wan watch the movie whch i forgot the title.then blah blah blah...aftr recess...physics me n dian n haikal took the test..but i swear it was lyk not a test..coz we was lyk askin each other for answer n morais lyk dun care.its a test okay..then poa..i criously had a gd laugh n iritates mr veil loads..he owaes wans thngs to go his way ryt..but today,i kip wanting thngs to go my way..hahaha...n he wasted 3 papers u noe..then english..dis teacher whch i dun noe n dun even bother to noe...but i juz call her the pig..coz shes juz lyk a pig..pissed me off..ferst person sia..she juz dun lyk lookin at my face..i wan go toilet n ask her permission wif a smile sia.. me:cher,i wan go toilet can?(wif a smile) pigg:u r oreadi sec 4 now n u dun even noe how to ask properly?u missed out 1 werd. me:(lookin blurred,n repeated the question again) pigg:no.ask me properly me:how properly more u wan me to ask u sia? eileen:q,u nid ask her veri politely.wif a PLEASEEE bhind.(wif a sarcastic face) pigg:excellent..dats the way i wan u to ask me.. me:ah nvm ah cher..lyk dat ask eillen go toilet ah..(turn ard n walk to my seat while staring at her n blabber2 stuffs) then she stare me back..waliao..my blood pengs siols!then i kip sayin her stuffs coz wah..realy iritating sia her face..me n mus go say she look lyk the fat mouse inside the magazine lah..then eileen say she look more lyk the whale..then last,i say,she look lyk the brown bear..ahahah...she stress readi sia..ni lah naseb kalau kau nk prangai ngan aku..then we nidda do another journal entry..so me n mus juz chill2..i was plannin to do when she come to my table n go look at my book..but witout touchng it wif her fingers but using her marker..so dirty ar my book?so i dcide not to do ferst..then abt 5 mins b4 bell rings,i started doin a fast one...veri2 fast one...then bell goes..she read out those names hu oreadi hand up n can go home..n i was stil doin it..then i finish,pack up,gave her mine n mus ones..then she ask me staple mus paper at my book?she blind or wat?dunnoe how toread the name uh?stupid lyk pig sey..then we juz walk off her class...omg,i dunnoe dat my day wud end off wif a sucky pig.. but SRP was fun..brightens up abit..SRP starts at @$)pm.but me mus n syai went to canteen to eat at our own tym own target until 3..then we oni starts movin when atikah come down to call us up..morais was findin me coz he tot i wanna skip srp..then we go up uh..in class we veri the sardin eat,talk2,laugh2,sing2,joke2,listen to songs,talk crap wif mr morais n do lame stuffs..then SRP finish,mus was called by hartini for awhile coz she was tying her hair while walkin?n she got a mini lecture abt it..then my turn,she tell me dat i nidda change my tone of speech...but hey,dats the way i talk..mcm nk carik psl..but dats the real me wat..mane bleh tukar2..tk ori ar gitu..then after dat she ask me y i neva come skewl lyk hell lots of tym readi..n yea,we had a quite a tym for the convo..i tell her the reasons for me absenting..but she wanted me to share more..but i juz said thrs nth more,n its not the tym yet..coz i dunnoe her dat much..so yea,she wans us to haf another tym of convo again...n yea,dats wat all teachers said.."uve got lots of potential..u juz nid to come skewl regularly n im sure u gonna do well for ur O's..we've got faith in u.."..yea..ez said...watever it is... mayn i was so scared wif lightnings n thunders..i juz feel lyk a veri small kid lost in a middle of a crowd..witout my parents bside me..n yea,when the major thunder strucks juz now,my heart skipped a beat..i was juz wishing dat i cud hug my mum real tight..n when i was abt to call her coz im juz so scared of the lightnings,some water from trhe shelter dripped on my phone n sumhow my phone kindof go crazy abit..gosh i was freakin scared...i guess i m a grown up teenager now n nids to overcome my childhood fears..witout my parents bside me...its okay...kindof get used to it recently...solving problems n fears on my own..
//Tuesday, March 3, 2009 9:32 PM
juz lyk ani othr day
todae was juz another tue..except dat i laughed alot..heehee..i dunnoe y but..yea..beter laugh than cry..so skewl was skewl..malay was fun for me for the ferst tym..coz all those people doin the presentations were bein distracted by one n only Q giler tebiat nk mams...since i sit at the most front..so yea..weird thing is,mdm hartini didnt scold..well...senyuman tu satu sedekah...ahahah...translation:a smile is a donation..ahah..simply means ive donated olmost evridae..cool ryt..
aftr skewl met up wif eeza n had lunch..its on her..thnx babe..owe u alot readi..yea..had a gd lunch n talk wif her..n some nyce jokes..n cn see alot of humans character..hahaha..some fene small kids..haiyos!aftre eating n talkin2,we headed home.coz we r juz too tired n veri full.soo,,home is the best place..reached home,slept veri long..haha its ok if ur bestfrens r not ur bestfrens animore..u cant rely on the same person for the whole of ur life ryt..so yea,move on..juz dun blame the person hu left u..reflect on urself again..understand wat went wrong..so u wont repeat the same mistake to ur upcoming bestfren..but look at the brighter side,u will realise dat u will haf an easier tym to mix ard wif many more people.
//Monday, March 2, 2009 8:58 PM
my nose is swollen..
okay..my nose is swollen..n i cant sleep dat well..so didnt go skewl todae..woke up,go next door..whr my sis live..cool ryt..she lives juz the next unit..so,slack thr for a while..then g home..
on comp..plan to mit nabilah..so,text-ed her...then online..saw mr shy online..wth..he neva go skewl.so,ask him if he wanna go lunch or not..gd thng to plan wif a guy is,they r owaes on the go..so,bathe,dress up,prepare my swimmin stuffs..coz after miting them n after lunch,i goin swimmin at 3 30pm.. so met up wif mr shy at boots n shoes...went up all the way to banquet to mit my dear nabilah..settled down..n bought our lunch..mr shy neva eat coz he got stomachache...so we joke2 ard n eat lah..okay...tell u people...if u people wanna go eat wif me,better finish up ur food fast b4 start talkin to me..coz i juz wont make people finish up their food dat easy...nabilah had a hard tym finishing up her food..coz we were juz laughing n laughing all the way..i swear she spitted out her food n drinks lyk twice or thrice?ahahah..it was supose to b between us uh..after dat,we make our way to the mrt while nabilah go take her bus from interchange...took an mrt ride to yishun was filled wif talkings about ncc stuffs n somethings out of tracks..lyk i wan the tshirt wif "little miss Qute" wif the specification of Q..while mr shy wans "mr SHY"...hahahaha..random..reached yishun...separate ways..walk damn fast to swimming complex..called brian to wait for me at the entrance..n there!he stood thr wif his veri long smile...heehee...entered..slacked..then changed..i wasnt gonna enter the water ferst when dis guy whch i forgot the name..wanted to pull me inside..so i give reasons lyk i was still wearing y slippers n glasses...so,played a lil mini catching n i dcided to volunteerily jump into the pool...*splash* kindof hitmy heel on the pool ground..hurt sfor a while..then chill ferst..then swim abit..i swear my stamina's goin down..blah blah blah...bathe..get changed..n the rain started comin down heavily..so we slacked until the rain lyk chill abit..n it was lyk freakin long.. took the bus to np..it was freakin full...n i mean the full which is totally full until the doorsteps..hahahaha..we had a free ride coz we cant even tap our cards..i juz cant stop laughing...coz got dis nyonya wanna come in but the door's not gonna open..coz it was freakin full..n i was lyk ryt in frnt of the door..n the old nyonya go knock on the door..it was frakin funni..we cant cntrol our laughter sia..i laugh until tears all come out..ahahahah...then we kip sayin,"bri salam dulu eh baru bleh ,masok"..n then got dis 1 NS guy go knock back from inside the door..hahaha..funni lah...so ate at ljs wif my sis..then went back home..i feel so tired n sick lah..dunnoe y... i gotta come to skewl tmrw coz mr row has called me juz now n asked me to come skewl..n mr veil wanna collect the POA project by tmrw..so,die2 must come..gosh..i gotta insert some discipline in myself..i neva come skewl ard 20 tyms lyk dat...excluding holidays..dats bad ok..so nidda change..its my last year!!gotta endure..i nid some people to motivate me to go skewl ah.. so,im givin advices mayn todae!to some people..hehehehe..it feels good..coz u cn change a person's state of mind...cmon..anione hu is dpressed haf ani problems can juz beep,text,nudge,msn on me..i can entertain anione 24/7...even if im sleeping,i will take the effort to wake up..or not even go skewl juz to hear u out..im crious..okay..chiao! |
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