thursday:PTM...





my results lyk erm...shit?


english:c6


malay:b4


elementary math:f9


science(physics/chemistry):f9


combine humanities:f9


english literature:c5


principles of accounts:f9








i aint even abit hepy wif my results..duh???


haiya..due to my overwhelming bad results,my june hols has been really occupied wif supp class..


almost evriday lyk from morning to aftrnn..simply lyk normal skewl..or even more..lyk till 6?


haiz..how to rest?can dei uh..by the tym reach O level,all warded at mental hsptl..haiya,,Q!endure..all the way for O's...mrs heng wanted to motivate me by saying:"i tink u r left wif two choices..one,u come back to this skewl nxt year(stay back) or two,u straight away werk aftr O level(no skewl gonna accept me)"...mayn i felt lyk shit! haiz..bad way to encourage..kay close case!











friday:sports carnival @republic poly!





4E1 girls got 1st position in frisbee competition!


gd job bitchess!(irni,eyka,mimi,dee,iqan n me)
from left:(irni,iqa,dee,me,mimi n eyka at the back)


the whole thing starts wif the torch relay..n an opening speech by mr chin..n afr dat evrione went for their respective venues for diiffrent sports..well for sec 4's,we played frisbee n table tennis..for me n the normal malays,we played frisbee! i played for the girl's team..(sorie mus)

mus played for the mixed team wif shaykh,shafiq,haikal,eileen n malin...while riyan,faiz,brian,sakthi,hazimn one more guy played for the boys team..

the whole game was great..





started nycely but when the sec 5's played rough..we cant stay frenly mayn..so hell yea!evrione started playing so garang!we were soo into wanna win the game mayn!our class has been damned coz rumors spread dat we r the best class..resulting to the ultimate violence towerds us..

so the ferst match,irni gt BANGED!n she rolling2 on the grass...n dian too fell aftr irni rolls..ouch!



alot of injuries happen..but fun!n i gt lots of injuries too coz i dunnoe y the heck they like to damn me..urgh!but dun judge a book by its cover..i may b small but dun hurt me..u gonna get hurt if u do..so the ferst injury was by aisha..a sec 5 gal..strong n fast even wif a plum body.so i block maha block when she gt the frisbee..shes daymn good!but i stil get to break her throwing alot of tyms...hehehe..n noe wat she do?she sort of hug-ged act me from the back but on my face..so,basically she crushed my face from the back..n i didnt let her haf an ez tym aftr dat..nxt one was two injuries from the same class..a class who really daymned us..also sec 5..one girl triiped me wif her legs while i was tryin to run..n the other was a big size n tall indian gal who basically come from nowhere sprinting n KABABOMB!it was so ouch!n to break the body contact when she bang me,i punched her chestwif both fists..hahah..n she was lyk"argh!!!!"... take dat! another one is i gt elbowed hard on my bloody fface while i was in the air position...got elbowed n stright fall to the ground!it hurts for goodness sake!n so i quickly stand up n did something whch scares the hell out of the girl...the others thought i was jokin n they were laughing mayn!n the girl really the face damn scared readi..hahah`...n still gt other injuries occured..when i juz flew n landed on my body to prevent the frisbee from touching the ground..it was a sacrifice but worths alot..







mimi was superb active..one action whcs is soo awesome is when mimi n eyka intercept the frisbee to the core coz it veri near to the opponents scoring line..so they die2 must dfend..n from bhind the opponent,both of them jumped so high till they bang onto each other!hahahha..it was uperb funni...but it works !veri nycely done!woohoo... they are the best dfenders mayn!iqa was superb good defender too!she n her long hands n the tallest of us all..oh yeah..we are rated short from the other classes..but height doesnt matter...the result proves it all!dee was running here n there mayn...n somethng funni happened early in the morning..de called iqa dat she woke up late n gonna b late..but guess wat?when we called her,shes already at wdlnds station...=.="

ahahhaha..





we were so crazy thruout the whole carnival..singing n dancing to the songs whch is on air in the stadium..it boost our energy mayn..n asking for ppl to takepics of us whenever we saw someone holds a camera..

after evrithng..we showered at the shower room...shower oso veri the kecoh!pass shampoo lah,soap lah..then aftr dat we eat at RP lawn foodcourt..then slacked at the agora hall like nobody's business..till 230 lyk dat..camwhored n crapping ard...then make our way to causewaypoint n ate at swensen..veri the kecoh oso..n yea..mimi sunggoh iritating..irni sunggoh iritated...then fari n eyka went home,i went to werk n irni mimi n iqa went to yishun park n dee met sharil..n werk was fun too!but i was freagin tired lyk hell..n i fell at werkplace..adding to my several pains..







this gotta stop..the nonsense n lies spread by someone...he spread the lie dat riyan said dat those ppl taking N level haf gt no life...lyk wth?he didnt even say dat...n pity the guys team coz instead of showing sportsmanship,the other classes guys team has been hurting them violently in the field itself...n the cause is by the one n only him who spread those stupid lies..n the acads n technical classes haf been givin them hurtful games..nt a competition animore?my theory is...he is scared to hurt ani of us by himself..so it resulted to him sayin "riyan.u watch out ah"...n since he noes no one gonna help him if he tell the true story whch starts by his own emotional atitude,coz 99.9% of the skewl hates him..even his classmates n his "frens"...so he tells those lies those liess using sensitive topic such as the N level students gt no life..n he noes its gnna evoke the anger in his frens n they gnna in a way try to hurt riyan for sayin dat..but to think of it,they are doin it nt bcoz of his sake,but for their stream's sake..so it doesnt make sense lah..







hahahha...my syg gt 26th in cross country..wat the hey?y drop so much?even last tym i better than u!hahhaa...hahah..watever it is..good job!i love u!n im mssing u!

today,saturday:typical saturday

woke up at 10 30am...since ysterday slept ard 1am aftr cmin home from werk..woke up,showered,get readi n off to werk..it was fun at ferst..till those 2 china gals come..urgh!superb pissed off wif themm..n blah blah blah..then finish werk at 5pm exact!coz shima came readi..thank god...so i change to home clothes n slacked at office with win while waiting for staff meal..then talked wif ikin for awhile...hahha..she did nt nid to werk today bt she neva read the msg from nathan so she caem for nth..so aftr eating,n drinkin free-flow of coke,dcide to go home...salam-ed yana n nt shima..purposely did dat coz of some reason...hahahha...then while in the bus,met hasmilah...a cadet from my part(part A)..so i ask her wheres she goin..n bla blah blah..she was alone..offered to accompany her n she said ok..so went to NP wif her..had laughing moments mayn..walk ard...look ard..then she was hungry,so i told her to go n eat,,made our way to MacD..then she blanja-ed me a meal despite my full stomach...had a good laughing tym..then walk ard to popular n stuffs...then home!well,i cant believe i juz went out wif her..oni the two of us..n we lyk so normal as if we always hangs out together..hahah...

tmrw morning2 at 0830 must go out readi..go wash dishes!hahahah...wah..tiring mayn!n monday is O level mother tongue paper...how great life can b?hahaha...

Labels: theres a crazy guy in the bus on friday

okay...today,no fancy colours or wat..juz black n simply black..
let me start with the early mornin..


performance by the technical class..awesome music.it was nyce..especially the song im yours by jason mraz..it was good...good job guys!*around of applause*


this simply means dat ive gt no issue with tech students..they have been great guys..yes!xcept for some ppl who keeps demoralising himself by sayin,"i noe im from tech n im stupid"
lyk wat the hey?!no one says dat..he is the one who repeats it over n over again till my ears get so disgusted by it..well riyan did say dat pass/fail he still ends up at the same place..well it is the fact wat..but then if u work hard after entering ITE,u can succeed wat..juz lyk kum fai*salutes*..u juz didnt take dat positively coz u oni thinks of finding our faults to start a new arguement besides the unit problems..coz eventually u lose to the arguements on how ur atitude problems n how u treated us n ur cadets lyk ur dogs...

i pity faizah alot..she is sucha great help to u but hell,it looks lyk shes gt no equal rank with u..n noe wat?we treat each other like our brothers n sisters..but you?treat us like ure god n we are to listen to ur loud iritating voice n listen to ur shitty commands..u treat us lyk we are cadets..hell we are ur specs(if u still realise that)..i tink u r juz too obsessed with ur master seargent rank whch is lyk equivalent to wat faizah has sewn on her sleeves?or maybe dats the only achievement that uve got in ur life.well congrats if dat is so..but then,u misuse ur achievement..u even blame me for ur change?wat the hey?!after all of ur,"fine..it is all my fault..i'll take all the blame"u end it by saying u changed bcoz of me..arent u simply blaming me?gosh!when i tell u not to involve personal matters in,u instantly say u didnt..but u juz did..u gt a problem with remembering words u haf said?n he is the one who said wanna settle all this shit..but he doesnt seem so..

he started off by increasing his voice whch all of us are nt even tinny winny bit scared of..so he make me blow..ive gt atitude problems too!wow..but mostly expressed on u!coz im fcking pissed off onli wif u..i dunnoe y is dat so..maeby bcoz we did shared sweet memories in the past n wif the way u treat me now is hurting me or wat..i dunnoe..watever it is..im juz pissed off wif u..alot!i didnt ask u to change.i even told u dat we can b good frens aftr the breakup.n i meant it..but u seems not to accept the fact..i cant do much abt it..but this is the something whch all of us can do..n noe y?it is to help you!help you realise ur unneccessary change..n get back to the old u..

n when u asked do we realise our mistake..we've gt an answer for u ..yes we did n we realise it..n u asked for an example of our biggest mistake..n another good answer for it..:voting u the USM..biggest mistake.u used to b the dserving USM..but nt animore..wat kind of a head leader which gives up on his own unit?no gossips..u say it..u gave up on the unit..n u even say dat u nt attending the initiation camp..wat the hey..for wat reason u nt attending?n u say its of no use for u to come..is dat wat a leader supose to answer?a LEADER!n i wonder how the TO's can approve to dat reason..imagine if ani of the specs to give dat reason to u..would u accept it?u tink u r the head leader u can just leave n come as n when u like?

n even blame us for nt havin the initiative to inform him dat the training is dismissed..well at the ferst place,do u even took the initiative to even walk a few steps into the searoom n inform us dat u r goin for a 'meeting'?do u?!u r nt even there for the whole training..n we as usual,lyk ur dogs..haf to come with a plan on wat to do..but hell yeah,u can ask the cadets how fun the training is..WITHOUT YOU!we atleast joined them thruout the whole training..when u?out of sight for the whole lyk 3 hours?wat meeting is dat?or u juz letting out ur anger somewhere else..or even scared to face us all..i dunnoe n i dun care..

back to today's event..so he eventually keep telling us to shut up when we need to give comments..n hey,i m veri particular abt ppl pointing their finger to me n askin me to shut up..so yea,u get the hell of me..its my bloody fcking mouth n its nt ur bloody fcking father skewl whch u can ask me to leave as n when u lyk..its nt gonna happen to dis girl..n i was gonna get more physical then verbal until an angel maybe on ur side came n he cooled me down..dat was a help..he gt a class goin on..u r lucky boy!n u cant even take the painful words delivered by riyan whch is in a nice tone..he is nt even shouting n u can get pissed off..so yea..the power of voice does nt help u in this case.. i can say dat thruout these years,ppl are inches afraid of u onli bcoz of ur voice..without ur voice,u wont get respected izit?is dat ur defination of gettin respect?

n he complained abt riyan n brian's atitutde?watthe hey?if its abt the blog post..i tell u...go do a blog lets see how u would express wat u feel in it..freedom in blogpost mayn..our blog,our say..u dun lyk it?then y bother to check it out..n i can say dat u cant make a decision on ur own!always seeking help from the seniors in almost evrithng..better make the seniors the leader ryt.well im nt blaming the seniors for his actions..they arent to blame coz dats their job..help when theres problem..but cant u lyk juz sit n think on ur own for once?or even tink wif us...big talk from a small man..

n u say dat my way of talking is quite unlikeable..im so pissed off wif dat..this new ma'am dunnoe me or wat n now shes trying to judge me..n the usm is oso the same..i noe i dun grow up in a veri decent family lyk u do..we talk in our way of comfortibility..we curse n stuffs..if my way of talking doesnt suit her or u,then i can say "fcuk off n go die!"dats my way..atleast im nt changin for/bcoz of someone!im me..thru my way of talking i still haf frens..but u?surrounded by enemies n "frens".....n hey,anione in this werld never talkcork before?slap their head ah!i usually talk cork during trainings coz its a way for us to haf fun..dis is our ncc life since sec1..we are used to crapping...n suddenly dis 3 new TO's comes into the happy,strong,bonded, full of traditions,crapping unit n evrithng turns upside down..theres always anger in evri trainings..we r bcomin weaker as there is alot of things we cannt do animore..the unit not getting together coz our request for an excursion or outing or bonding leisure camp is not approved...n lastly,they break alot of our traditions makin us lyk a crappy unit sinking n not rising...n it is all abt BUC...whch we cant achieve when they break our secret traditions whch makes us a strong unit previously...

to end the topic about dis:i noe wat we've said to u juz now was fcking hurtful n painful..but we tink dat u dserve it n its the oni way to make u realise ur mistake..we wanna settle it but u juz didnt wan to do so.wat more can we do then?after all we are juz ur slavery specialists..n hey,dis girl is telling u to stop ur nonsense..n dun threaten people by sayin ,'watch out'....coz its not gonna werk...but hey,kiter ade cara...at one point of tym,i myself will throw the ego in me n ask for forgiveness from u..but dat tym's oni gonna come when i tink ddat u dserve it..for now im juz gonna say,stop ur iritating attention seeking actions n atitude..


n i gotta say dat i felt a sudden thing happening when u say u changed bcoz of me...i dunnoe wats the feeling upon hearing dat..but dat lasted for a moment..coz im juz too strong for u to make me breakdown again...no more..never...as ive said,life is unpredictable..the person i love the most previously turns out to b my biggest enemy for now..never expected it to happen..



next event:frisbee!
friday is sports carnival @ republic polytechnic sports hall..so after the arguements all,we played frisbee..hahah..u all never see dat side of me before ryt?hahah..chill...way to go Q!i noe u all will b wishing dat u r in my shoes n shouting at him ryt...make u all shocked huh?i noe dis side of mine is hidden by my prolong smiles n laughters..it is better dat u all noe me the cheerful part rather than the volcanoic part...i dun lyk dat..heehee...sports is medicine!i like..healthy living too....friday mr vale gonna treat lunch @ seoul garden!heehee..looking forward to fridY!


TOMOROW!:PTM
i failed veri badly..n juz now mrs heng called me,shaykh,n syafiq to the front..she told us dat our parents nidda come tmrw..its not compulsory for all students..but ffor us its a MUST!urgh!i tink im juz gonna ask my sis to come down...my mum shudnt noe abt it...haiz...O level malay paper is next week monday!6 more days..im scared...




i love ya'll!i love 4e1!i love my bitches!i love mus!i love eeza!i love irni!i love eyka!i love dian!i love fari!i love iqa!i love mimi!i love syafiq!i love shaykh!i love haikal!i love brian!i love riyan!i love faiz!i love fik!i love hyrul!i love pet!i love zu!i love faiza!i love cikgu hartini!i love mr vale!i love evrione who noe me! random feel of loving evrione.. they are my brothers sisters 'father,mother' ....

english-pass
malay-pass
literature-pass
e.math-fail
science(physic/chemistry)-fail
social studies-fail
geography-VR(fail)
principles of accounts-fail



so dats my MYE results.seriously,i do feel the heartcrushing moments lah..but i noe im gonna try my veri best for prelims n most importantly O level.nidda start studying smart..


i made up dis one quote to make syafeeqah feel better coz she seems so sad abt her results..
me:"okay,dis is like a sprint race okay.take it easy"
her:"ok yea."
me:"u see,we r now not even at the starting line.we r onli doin warm ups orite.our startin line is our prelims.ending line is O level results"
her:"yea,make sense"
me:(a sudden stress on my face when i get back my paper)"haiya..i dun care readi lah abt MYE all"
her:"Q,wat abt ur race?"
me:"yea..well im just im havin cramps during my warm up.n im juz gonna comment abt my cramps but im still gonna run for the race.all out!"
her:"hahhaha..yea."



u guys understand the meanings?try to figure it out if u dun.
ok im out for now.lots of things playing in my head..juz alot..tomorrow theres training..
lets see wat can b done...

today was another bright sun shiny day..woke up with an instance aroma of a dish..woohoo...it feels good when we woke up n to find dat theres food after going thru a starving night..
ate n watch dvd wif my siblings all..'an american hunting:based on a true story'...the movie was cool but full of twists..so yea..thinking of going for a run later..alone..hahaha..find peace..n healthy lifestyle yo..

ysterday,my younger brother trip on the living room carpet n hit his mouth oh the edge of the wooden chair...ouch!it hurts alot mayn...his front teeths was tilted n twisted inside..but due to his stong gums,it didnt fall out..bllod was dripping like alot...n they all started panicking..wat the hey..so cooled them off n help him..hold the ice pack n stuffs...he tear his lips.abt 1 cm..ouch again..blood wont stop coming out..so waited for daddy to come home n they bring him to the hospital..2 of his teeths was plucked out..n he nidded to go for operation actually coz one of his teeth break into half.leaving the remainders inside..but theres other options n yea,my mum didnt want him to go for op.small kid always haf a painful memories ryt...hahha..dats his then..



mayn..today is heaven of food day..taufiq juz brought home a tray of fruit tarts..my fav is the kiwi one..2 packs of styrofoams of oreo n choclate cheesecake.a box of kebab n a full box of sushi n also some other food...heavenly!! mus darling n eeza,if u all read dis part,dun jealous ah..hahahha...hey,its the veri same cheesecake at kak gerl's wedding..heehee...


hey sayang,if u got ani probs or wat the hey stress it is..dun give suspense uh..i reply ur msg readi then neva reply..then check2 u gt problems uh...if nid anithng,juz text me..anytime oso will be entertain..


life is full of deceives
death is full of truths
decide;truths or deceives.
sometimes living in deceives is the only
way which we want to live.
truths can be hurtful in some
circumstances but it teaches us how to
accept reality in life.
decide what you want in life

MAN U UPHOLD THE GLORY!
gunners gun got choked!


yay!tmrw last paper..1 hour oni.from 830 to 930.then dismiss!how good is dat..tmrw's physics/chemistry..n best part is,its only MCQs....

wah...my nose crious shit like leaked tap...pathetic...tmrw stil must go skewl yo!must must must!


mayn!it feels good when man u won!n the best part is,lookin at those face of arsenal supporter lyk my dad n my sis...bring the newspaper to their face n point the headline..hahahha..add in their disaapointment since ysterday..n some other arsenal supporters still cant accept the fact dat they lose...hahaha...so long suckers!


so tmrw after paper still left unplanned...lets see wats the spontaneous plan we gonna make up...hahahah....sayonara earthlings!i love ya'll....

laughter starts from history because we imagine something funny which had happen before and relates it to the incident occuring.so when we laugh,basically we are getting back to the past memories.



we will always get stuck with the past.

memories are memories;sweet bitter it is,it still affect the way we are now


today was today..TGIF..natural enjoyable day i guess..had physics n literature paper..physics was superb easy if i juz take the effort to memorise all the formulas mr morais told us to..my pure laziness..dangs!literature was midsummer night's dream..studied dat for like 1 year n 5 months already..questions needs alot of thinking..i juz love literature..it makes us widen up our mind to think further n deeper..they can evenn give u questions like:"conflicts.discuss"...n we can write an essay for like four pages full..weird ryt..so after dat,went to normal place..mommy mommy come and see ah..slacked and i did alot of talk cork wif my darling on the way to normal place..


up to date stuffs of peoples:
i love the ELLEN DEGNEREES show!effing rox..i love ellen!
eeza is obsessed with twilight n so on..
darling?she wants to eat sotong at old chang kee..

finish each day and be done with it.you have done what you could;some blunders and absurdities have crept in;forget them as soon as you can.tomorrow is a new day;you shal begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense



well,theres no point getting all upset about the wrong things we've done in the past..coz theres nth much we can do about it.juz pray dat those things didnt re-occur in the present times.wats done is done...left it right bhind us,coz sometyms we juz nid to have a peek at it again to do things right...dun ever2 live depending on our past fully..it is just stepping stones whch will lead us to the other side of the destination..LEARN from mistake..the keyword is learn n not live...the world would not evolves exactly the way we want it to be...alot of things can just appear in your life without even a knock on the entrance door..learn to overcome those problems n dont let those problems overcome you..ever..god wont test us beyond ones ability..go on with life even theres a lot of spears thrown towards us..concentrate well on it,n you will be able to avoid it..
basically,theres no point in us to grieve or regret over what we've done..it have made us what we are right now..be it stronger or weaker..that is how life suppose to be..each and every day,first thing one should do is put on a smile...even if you dont mean it..just fake it for atleast 5 seconds n the sense of humor will naturally rise up..cheer your morning up so that the day will be worthwhile n no regrets...and do not rely on anyone except yourself..believe iin your own instincts..



ive been having this weird contagious prolong laughter recently....but then to think about the meaning of laughter;


to be continued in the next post......

RIBOT KEPEH!DATS ONI 1 FAMILY OF MINE EYH...MY BIG COMPLETE FAMILY...

happy mothers dAy to all mothers...

to my mother:
u noe dat all of us love u ryt.yes..u r our biggest irritation but we stil love u..u may b our biggest enemy but u can also b our veri bestfren...we juz cant hate u dat long..coz u r our veri one n only mother..we cant find a replacement of u eventhou theres actualie millions of mothers out thr..u r juz one of a kind n u haf u veri own atitudes...hahahah...uve got the weirdest rule n sometyms u undrstands us too much...some rules whch other parents wont let their child do,u wud support us to do it...hahahha..ure weird u noe?but dats wat makes us loves u lot more..n we dun care if u wanna call us satans or wat coz we noe we r not good children after all...we r a pack of satans whch always makes u angry n even weep...but hey,sumtyms dis pack of satans can make u laugh lyk u neva laugh b4..u shud thank us for making u soo angry..atleats ur life didnt turns out to b veri boring ryt..each n evri day,there must b problems whch we will create for u...u always say u dun wanna care abt us animore but u will in a way appear again..hahhaha...veri kepo ah u..ive neva gotten soo frustrated to the max wif someone xcept u..its frustration n not anger..noe y?coz when we argue,im juz soo frustrated dat i cant throw vulgars at u n beat u...noe y??coz u r my mother n i love u n i still haf dat lil part of respect towards u..rmmbr dat..n oni u n dad haf hurt us soo much emotionally n physically...u juz throw ur vulgars n those damn werds at us freely..but we still love u...coz when we sit n tink abt the past,we cant repay how much sacrifice u haf made to bring up dis lil satans of urs..i dunoe wat makes u make the dcision to kip us all from the beginning...we r nth but problems as u can realise dat...u cud haf juz abandon us at some rubbish bin or give us to people or somethng but u chose to shower us wif dat iritatingness of urs n most imprtantly,ur unrepayable indirect love...dats y ure weird...n u noe we owaes iritates u back coz dats how our family jokes..but u sumtyms take it criousli..n we will laugh when u started to get angry..mayn..if i were to write about u n how we feel about u n the truth abt evrithng,it will be a hell lot of list..excluding the examples..easy said,we juz love u too much till u didnt realise dat much part...u oni realise dat obvious satanic part of ours but ure nt to blame coz maeb dats the most revealing side of ours..hahahha...we dun worth dat much for u...but havin a mother lyk u is so worth it..we wont promise u dat we will change to bcome some angels but we r juz gonna promise u dat we will try our best to hide dat wrong things we r doing...hahahha...noe y?coz we love u more than we love our life...u r irreplaceable i wud say...


i noe after typin dis message,i ,infact the rest of ur children wont show ani change but we noe dat we haf done lots of wrong thngs towards u n god..n we r still doin it..but hey,there comes a point of time when we will change..still in search of dat tym...juz b patient kay...if u can tolerate us dis long,a lil bit more of tym wont kill ryt..i believe dat hate will turn to love...we may hate u at some point of tym but dats wat makes us love u more...WE LOVE YOU!



before i were conceived,she wanted me
before i was born,she loved me
before i was seeing the world in an hour,she would die for me
this is the miracle of lifE.

tooday was chemistry n POA paper..it was dificult but easy...understand?it was a dificult paper but its veri easy for me to juz write craps...mayn..i did study smart but evrithng juz clear off once the paper starts...but hey,juz take it easy ...hahaha...smile always n wats done is done..u cant go to the teacher n ask for the paper n change the answer ryt,..so yea...juz dun get demotivate or wat,,coz dis is not the end..its not even the startin ... juz prepare urself for the upcomin prelims n O or N level..dats the important part n strictly no-slacking-time..mid year dun affect ur results for O levels...it will oni affect ur mentality..so dun get so stressed up n give up now?no use...coz mid-year is nothing!well im soo happy bout it...


kay,,,im tired..im veri2 tired...superb tired..i can feel the tense in my whole body now... my days has been the same routine...wake up in the morning,,go to skewl,exams,finish,eat at canteen,go civics,study till nyt..then buy snacks n go home..home,bathe,eat my late dinner,use comp,sleep.n the routine repeats...juz lyk dat..but some days must go werk oso until 12 or 1 am lyk dat..then still got skewl..dis sat got literature seminar at raffles in the morning..then aft dat nidda rush back coz gotta werk..then monday no skewl but still nidda study..LIFE IS ALL ABOUT STUDYING!hahahahha...but studying is fun in a way..i enjoy studying..it is soo good.it can make u really stress but at the same tmy veri satisfied,proud,happy,n many more of urself..hahahha..i tink im talkin lyk one psycho here..oh yes..ive turn into one..


n im sick!how beautiful my life is going ryt..wow...im amazed nproud..ive got dis non stop flu until my frens are disturbing me for havin swine flu...n my sis gotten the flu too from me..n dat day kena sudden rashes on my thigh n it leaves red2 marks..sucks!n i just got a jab on my left arm..n its veri iritating coz my hand feels so heavy...feeling cold always but no fever...hahahah...so juz feeling pathetic..n my head spinnin most of the tym..but hey,try to chill n put on a smile always..n juz breakdown if u nid to eventhou it is so sudden n random..coz peeps wont mind..its understandable..n now im soo feeling heavy n strain on all parts of my body...n my kidney side are aching lyk olmost 24/7...hahha...no one noes how the heck i m freakin feeling now....but stil not givin up yet!ive chose to contiinue on dis kindof path n im still gonna continue walking on it till ive found the end of it,then i'll choose another path whch will lead me to whr i wanna be..eventhou the path is longer,so wat?dat will make me live longer ryt.n i will learn more...im gonna benefit from it..so no comments...


i feel lyk talkin lots of stupid but funni thngs whch can make me laugh out loud n i wanna sing out loud to a nice melody n i wanna cry my heart out to a veri2 sad story i wanna get veri2 freakin angry n fired up so i could shout out loud n let evrithng out n i wanna get into a fight so dat i could bash up the person real hard till it bleeds n die of a terrible death n i wanna meet someone who is perfect in my eyes(anione even as my fren) so i could love him or her the whole of my heart out..


im off..sitting for e math n social studies papers tomorrow...

today was another typical absent from skewl day...alarm clock rang,snooze it 3 to 4 tyms n finally off it..mayn..my kidney hurts n my head spinning n my nose clogging..feel soo pathetic..yesterday when comin back from northpoint,i was feeling sicko readi...when mus n eeza left,guess how long i stayed in frnt of the 7 11...i sat thr for lyk 30 mins..doin nth..coz i was superb tired n nt feelin good mayn...back to today...woke up n eat n as usual,this chit chatty siblings will gossip2..hahahah...soo talk2..then evrione make plans on their own..i plan to study...*WOW....*called mus to ask her n blah blah blah..she cnnt make it..so ask eeza..at ferst she dun wan..then aftr a while,she called me..so plan a veri simple one..then bathe n all,went out..drop by to pizza hut a while to get my typhoid letter..then took 969 to wdlnds intrchg...met her thr...went to civics..got seats n juz startin on my english when suddenly,eeza suppose to find fafa..fafa so called "missing"..havnt reach home yet..so we pack our stuffs n go find fafa ard causeway point..then eeza dad found her readi..hahhaha...funni lah..soo we bought dounuts n drinks n back to civics..dis tym we studied criousli..no play2 one...im kindof proud of myself actually...we studied till 9 pm?hahaha..then library wanna close..so make our way to another dounut n took bus to go back home!met my sister,bought food at NP..n home!parents out..all youngsters in!evrione crowd in the living room to watch jihan..hahahah...today was rated fun!


REMINDER TO Q:TOMORROW STARTS MID YEAR EXAM!
NO MRE PONTENG2 FOR NO REASON HOR!DO UR BEST N FAIL ONI FEW SUBJECTS TAU!

BRIGHTER NOTE:GO HOME EARLY!N I WILL START TO STUDY...GOOD GAL OTW!

im soo tired...
phew..nyce to b home when we're tired..hahahha...juz reached home juz now ard 1am plus...today nt dat much werk lah but still alot...holiday...wat do u xpect..ive got ard 5 small cuts on both of my hands..kena the oven lah,papercut lah..haiaya..n ive got a heroic hand!!!thnx to NCC from the previous2 seniors hu torture us push ups under the hot sun..my hands gt no feelings to hotness readi...hahahah...so today was rated as okay...

tym check 2 48am..juz finished havin dis convo on msn wif dis unknown group of peeps..hahah...they made me join their convo..so juz talk along uh...they are crazy people hu talk craps but gerek uh..so now im off ... those dreams are calling me ryt now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR VALE!!!

he turns 41 today..hahah..gosh,he is the best teacher i ever had.."dun trouble trouble till trouble troubles u"..dat is his quote..hahaha...so ysterday,when POA lesson starts,me n arun went to get the cake from General Office..hahah..then we set the candles all n light it up on the 4th floor ryt outside the POA class...went in n evrione starts to sing a burfday song for him.hahha..its all planned...but he dunnoe..he stoned ..hahahah...then while we do our thngs,he cut the cake n distribute to all of us..n evrione gt a choclate whch faiz brought..hahahha..we can say he is happy mayn,..we r his favrite class mah...so aftr dat the day went on as per normal..fun lah,..got chemistry test.i do 6 MCQs n the last page,n then ZZZzzzzz till the tym ends..n yay!no srp!but nidda do math test..for a while..then saw dina waitin for emie..so i sat wif her..then my syg came..had a good laughin tym wif them..hahah..juniors...pig sux!i gt to escape from writing the 100 lines..Anti-Pig Club!bcoz of the stupid pig alot of people kena 1 hour dtention n write 100 lines..stupid pig..curse u!so went home..bathe change msn-ed a while..off to werk!

ysterday was superb bz..until system breakdown..wah..jia lat..alot of orders..shit mayn..no slackin tym..all the way bz to the max..reach home nearly 1am..very tiring..haiya..n later at 6 must go werk again..summore today public holiday..mati mati,tentu mati..hahhaha...endure Q...do it for O level mayn!!cmon2 we can see the sign....hahaha...so im running late..adios!