now lets get to the emotions story:

well..i just feel so superb sad..the nyt b4..whch is on thurs nyt folowed by frriday morning..we were spending our happy laughing tyms as much as we could..it was superb fun..n we camwhored alot..imagine 700 plus photos in total...dats alot okay..we went to macd at ard 10 plu i tink...then otw there we started gettin hyper..n me n macho guy(dao) was always askin kum fai abt party..haha..8% 8%...hahahha..then reach macd we were talkin funny photos of faiz n kumfai n haikal n my darling scandal(mat sayo)...macd dat nyt was superb crazy..we were all the way laughing our ass off...n otw back to skewl we heck care abt the superb silent neighbrhd n we juz laugh n laugh n laugh...n walking in funni way n all...takin stupid yet funni photos...till kum fai says we r oreadi drunk...if there is ever nxt tym we mit him,he nt gonna let us drink...then i was lyk laughin2 n laughin2...till all our breathing lyk ppl kena asthma..n laugh till kena sore throat..imagine dat..n i neva seen faiz n dao laughin lyk dat b4..i swear..hahha..but it was real fun nyt..so we took pics here n there..n faiz scored the most for most funny candid pics..i swear..so we plan wanna take pics at bio lab at 3am...then reach skewl laugh2 abt the pics taken..n evrione started gettin soo tired dat we started lying down..n bam!sleepy!so we juz sleep then coz the nxt day oso we nidda wake up for our last day wif the unit..so yea..n we all criously lyk drunkards...sleep all lyk anihow...haikal sleep next to nurra...then faiz on the table..then pet nxt to faiza,me nxt to pet n mat sayo nxt to me..macho was sumwhere in the middle of the clssrm..all dun realise .. the nxt mornin whch is friday wake up then realise wats goin on...hhahaha..n the four of us was lyk squuezzing on the mattress..hahha..

so bathe n all then met my part...talk with them ..last sentimental talk...al those werds lah..then tym to rehearse,,,so rehearse2..then during the last rehearse i was lyk veri sad..i tried so hard controlling it...but i juz cant..so drop by drop fell thru my cheek..i look at them and i was so emotional..it was juz hard to let them go..its lyk i haf taken them from their ferst training n now im handing them to another person whch i dunnoe if he can entertain their nonsense n lameness n their childishness lyk i do..it is veri weird..my alpha they really love to joke but i dunnoe how they maintain the respect still...i still gain the respect..n aftr all these tym,they tinks dat im veri strict but they stil try to get near me..dats wat i love abt them..they are nt shy to joke ard..but theynoe when to respect me..n yes they are veri childish n blur..but they tried their best...so yea..during the handing over..as i took 1 step back..its falls juz lyk rain mayn! n gan was lyk snapping2 pics of me crying there...so yea i repeated the same thing..whch is "you beter take gd care of my part uh"..cry n cry ncry..till march off oso i stil cryin...then reach hentak kaki,haf our last cheer then bam!berets in the air babeh!hand shakes n hugs for delta 09...dats the end of our ncc n specs journey...we have gone thru thick thin tall short sweet bitter beautiful ugly watever u cn describe it together..as one..i love ya'll...n also my cadets..my alpha...eventhou they didnt buy me ani choclates or wat,its te memories wif them whch they gave me whch i will olwaes rmmbr in the future...those tyms when i bring them to beach rd n their childishness...they are cute litle earthlings..n im sure gonna miss all their nonsense...

i cant lie but im sure im gnna miss ncc alot...coz its gnna give me a lil effect...in the upcoming fridays,we wont get together as usual n talk corks...we wont haf a second home where we can store our thngs...the searoom is lyk our home..evrithng we nid is in there..i would miss dat room alot...we wont haf stupid confllicts abt ranks n all...we wont get to scold lil juniors for small mistakes...we wont get to wear our uniforms n show how smart we are...n all those memories...n evri tym we mit in the future,we will oni b recalling on our memories being tortured as a cadet..well atleast we feel proud being tortured ...it makes us strong people...thnx to the crazy seniors...we wont b talkin abt latest cnflicts abt the unit or wat..how time flies so fast...when i look back,i haf oni been wif my alpha for 4 months..dats short..im stil questioning if wat ive taught them is acceptable for a duration of 4 months..well im touched by my alpha's words...i ask them who they wan for their next PS n they instantly say,"U!"...i almost cried infrnt of them..dats how emotional i m on the last day...n they look so innocent n like unaware of the cnflicts n all..n they was lyk asking me if i step down oreadi,would i ever come back to visit them n train them..i was lyk so touched by dat...it simply assured me dat ive done my job dat even they tinks dat i m a gd PS...even the most egoist cadets all was sayin nyce thngs..n hong kai,yes the one whch i olwaes gets iritated wif,he tried to console me when i cry..he was lyk "PS dun cry lah..stop cryin..u make us veri sad u noe..we gonna miss u alot..u cn still come back ryt.." noe how touched i am?its undescribable...i juz tinks dat my alpha gonna b potential cadets if their new PS would mould them a lil bit more..

congrats to reezuan aka the USM...zaini aka the AUSM...dina aka the PART C PS....irsyad the PART B PS.....syafiq aka the PART A PS...n hakim aka the QM...well,ur appointment as the student councillor president does nt give u a high post in ncc...it actualli makes u get the more lower post...but still its ok bein a QM...its top 6 atleast...hahah...gd luck in cleaning the rm...beter think on a way to get rid of stinking stench of decompose food...traditions are traditions..

ending off dis journey of life's lesson with a smile n a tear...