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//Thursday, June 4, 2009 5:21 PM
my week
sunday:
went to werk(not pizza hut)...dat is wash dishes at weddings..hahaha,,,i swear veri tiring..so dat day was at tampines..so our team was the blacks...consist if my sis(bella n gerl2),hakim,fiq n zul..' n fasya tag along..so ferst started wif wiping the plates bowls cups all..then change to wash dishes at the end part all the way..veri tiring..hahah..but alot of fun..aftr dat went mkn..then home.. n my veri dear sisters haf somethng in their mind whch is veri iritating for me..hahah..u noe i noe..."ligat ligat ligat" monday:O level paper i was superb scared..n dis is lyk for the ferst tym i nt cnfident to sit for malay paper..gosh..the paper was difficult lah..haiya..i tink i nid to retake the paper whch at the ferst place i dun wish to..haiya..watever lah,.n i was nt feeling well during the paper.felt lyk puking,,n hah!i slept during the paper.n the invigilator woke me up n tell me to check my paper..(are they supose to even communicate wif us?) watever it is..hahha... tuesday:no srp slept till noon...hahah...nth much..normal day..maeby i went out wif my sis...i forgot... wednesday:my parents 20th wedding anniversary in the morning went for the literature seminar on unseen passage..the lecturer rox mayn!he believe in freedom of speech..hahaha..so aftr the seminar whch is at grassroot club,went to macd coz mus wanna grab a bite..aftr dat went to ah tong to fetch shayk..then went to skewl for srp...guess wat ?theres no srp for us..urgh!waste tym..so head back to ah tong..blah blah blah...went to kfc at chong pang for the meeting on the upcoming camp..bla blah blah..then went to CP...gt the bus wif kila..hahah...then wait for my sisters lyk superb long..so yadah yadah yadah..walk ard..bought cake..then help fiq wif his werk..then home..my parents werent home..haha..initially my mum was upset coz she tot we forgt her anniversary coz we r givin reasons dat we gnna mit our frens all.then whhen they reach home,we surprised them..cutting cake was emo for mum...she cry for dunnoe wat reason,.hahha,.oni she noe y..okay then done..i sleep coz today nidda go skewl.. thursday,today: start the day late..reach skewl at ard 8 30 am when actually i nidda reach at 7 45am...then blah blah blah...then aftr dat went to grace wif eykaby!coz gt no class from 9 to 1130am..next class was at 1140 am...then reach physics class late wif the E1 malays.gt called by mr morais..n i swear i was pissed wif him.. he can say watever he lyk but juz dun mention the werd deserve..mayn!i dunnoe y he daymn me soo much..since normal skewl tym..when the others gt scolded too,he will always emphasize on me more...i can deal wif normal scoldings okay..but nt when u try to judge me,,,so basically he mention thngs lyk,'u dun dserve to sit for O level' 'u shud juz be in normal acad or normal tech n takin n level if even u can do it' 'y dun u juz quit skewl?' 'i dun even bother to look at ur marks' n many more...do u noe how it feels to get those kind of remarks ryt to ur face wif ur frens lookin?it is juz so urgh!so went in the class..n do my own problem whch actually i tried doin his werksheets..alone..my hands shaking n all...cant concentrate..his werds juz kip flashing into my ears again n again...i was cntrolling myself..when he come by my side n say,"how many subjects do u fail actualy?" so i juz nudge my shoulder..then he ask.."how many passes?" so i say 3..then he make lyk the kindof face whch says gosh!haiya.... so when i answered him,i suddenly feel so useless...lyk a loser...sore loser..born loser..i feel so stupid..so dumb..so no future...n stuffs...n i tried cnntrolling myself damn hard but i juz cudnt.. 1 by 1 it rolls down..so i juz walk out of the class...sobbing on my own..n went to the toilet to coll myself down..i dun wan anionne to see me in dat state..urgh!so took long tym to settle down..i kip hearing his werds again n again...n the feeling of bein a loser basically grew more...n i juz cudnt stop crying..until at one point of tym when my feelings of anger evoke back..there goes my emotional feelings..banged the door all n puch the wall until i tink im ok..n then i went back to class..more relaxed than b4...so i juz check my answers..n then dismissed...sent mus to busstop...thought of followin her go eeza house but then i dunnoe y i gt sudden change of feelings..i nidda go home n reflect back on wat haf happened n wat to b done...n importantly i nidda relax myself fully..so on my way home..i cried again...alone in the bus...no people...i juz cudnt take it!reach home,sleep straight away..i dun care if anione nagging or wat coz dats nt wat playing in my mind.. so now i juz woke up n bathed...goin for werk now... tmrw: -literature seminar on whale rider -werk at 5 sAturday: -wash dishes sunday: -wash dishes... next week friday is initiation cammp!step downA!woohoo... ok take care ya'll... |
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