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//Wednesday, September 1, 2010 3:05 AM
im fucking back.!
been SOOOOOOOOOO fucking long since my last update huh..
been busy,.lappy spoil ..haiz,.. so wats happening in my life/? actually theres alot of things..but then everything seems like normal evriday routine.. it all depends on how my day was bein spent.. i eat sleep work hang around movies n stuffs.. more of my time are spent wif my ph family..actually its majority of my time lah.. i wake up bathe go werk..come home in the morning n sleep..wake up again go werk..dat kindof routine lah..gt to enjoy only on my off day...so dats for wats happening in my evriday life.. lets move one.. hmm....im nt dat contactable with my friends..they are busy with school..n i m busy workin, they are mostly free on weekends whch i obviously cant have an off day on weekends.. only once or twice in two months?hmm..i miss them so much..veri much..wish we can rewind tym n go back to our school days..it was good tyms.. one of my burden is off..i confessed wat ive been keepin towards him..but then,things still cannot work out..well atleast i noe the answer n will nt feel so tortured keepin sumthng..eventhou deep inside im still waitin,i juz take it dat we r nt meant to b together again..but i dunnoe y sumthng deep inside me keep tellin me to waiit n im still waitin..stupid me ryt..i could juz move oon but i dunnoe y its so hard..maeby bcoz he was my last n my best..treated me so right..its veri easy for anione to say juz move on..tapi kalau da sayang nk buat mcm mane kan.. eventhou dis is lyk a one sided thing , i still accept it..loving someone doesnt need to have any returns ryt..goodness sake i still love him...only god noes..haizz... werk is great...even thou there r more conflicts n stuffs,there is juz something abt the surroundings n the people who make my evriday life intresting...learnt life lessons from them...those things dat people might tot is rarely happening is actually happening in our social evriday life..n i had my lovely sister there who took me like her own..im thankful for dat..ive gt big brothers and a big sister there who would listen up to my whine n vice versa..i love them alot...sometimes strangers can treat us better than our own blood..i thank god for presenting me with these people when im at my worst state..they are nt influencive juz dat when i wanna do somethng bad they will be thr with me..to take care of me.."nk jahat,jahat same2 jadi kite bole jage kau..kene tangan org laen..bleh salah jalan..." dat is wat they alwaes say..hahahs..its a way of tellin me they wont let me go overboard or do sumthng bad with the wrong people with wrong intentions..i love them.. alot.. they neva fail to put on a smile on my face when im down..or juz say evriday.. my health is nt dat good recently..been easily sick..my headaches startin to kick in again..juz like last tym..my body felt weaker now..i get sick easily n stuffs..i nid to take medicine almost evry nyt..those painkillers whch will juz make me sleep n forget all the pain..and when the next day comes,i will go thru the same routine agaiin by the end of each day.eat medicine n go to sleep..suckish lah..but i m still thankful to god evryday when i open my eyes..it means im still alive n still have time to be spent memorably with my loved ones..evryday is a new beginning n a new mission waiting ahead.. i miss my delta troup..hahaha..the baddest son of bitches..hahahs..i didnt get to go for the meet up session with themm..coz its on a saturday n im werkin..haiyo..they made up alot of good memories during my secondary school life...those stupid things we do together..only we noes how much bad things we've done..n those memories are priceless..juz by talkin abt it again cn make us laugh our butts off remembering how childish n how fun it is last tym..i love it.. totally not forgettin the OOOFVEs...! they came to my life on my senior years.haha..great bunch great people great jokes great tricks great gossips great laughs great memories..we r one crazy bunch ..we will do watever we like as long as it will make us happy..example during the sports carnival..we could even dance crazily in the middle of the field..our bonding was there..i tink dat is wat make us the winner..hahas..we alwaes had dat positive energy..always..!hahaha..i love them.. i realise my mistakes in the past years really affected my life today..if only i could rewind tym,things would be totally diferent,.like totally difrent..karma strikes back real bad ths time.. if only time machine existed for real..i would really wanna go for it..haiz.. ok dats all for now..i dunnoe when my next post is gonna be..will be busy..heehee.. take care people..i love me.i love you.i love them.i love us.i love yours.i love my people..i love him. muax.! |
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